1988 [j.hs]

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18 august, 1988

today was so much fun! taehyung and i couldn't stop laughing. i haven't had this much fun in a long time, not even with hoseok. and that says a lot!
our day together was carefree and filled with joyous comments. i felt light, and free.

there was once peculiar happening though. while i was waiting for taehyung to finish in the restroom, i thought i saw a glimpse of hoseok, but it was gone as soon as it had appeared. i managed to calm myself down, because i was a bit nervous.

the feeling that i was being watched lingerd around the whole day, like a thick, humid blanket wrapping around me and suffocating me.

一 mirae