1988 [j.hs]

a

21 august, 1988

hoseok and i's first fight happened today. and it was about something stupid, too.

hoseok and i were hanging out at his place, and i felt the need to tell him about taehyung. so i started telling hoseok about him.

❝he's really fun to talk to and一❞ ❝is he more fun than i am?❞

❝what?❞

❝is he more fun than i am? is he better than i am? are you going to leave me for him?❞

❝what一 hoseok, where's this coming from? what are you talking about?"

❝i'm asking you if you're going to leave me. ARE YOU MIRAE, ARE YOU?❞

honestly, i didn't even know how to respond to this. i had never even thought about leaving him.

❝hoseok, calm down. i'm not. but you don't have to get so worked up about this. taehyung is just a friend, and i've only known him for three days! you're being irrational. i don't see a reason to leave you.❞

and then he started sobbing.

❝i一 i just don't want you to leave me. please don't leave me like the others.❞

i just awkwardly patted his back until he calmed down.

一 mirae