Chapter 7
Deity's POV
I DROVE to the nearest bar. Sobrang sakit ng nararamdaman ko ngayon. Sobrang sakit. Wala na talaga si Tyron! Wala na siya! Halos mapaupo na lang ako kahapon sa lapag noong oras ng libing niya, kung saan, nasa malayo lang ako at palihim na nanonood sa nangyayari.
The thought made me feel like my heart was breaking into pieces. I still remember his face noong gabing 'yun. . . Noong gabing hinatid niya ko sa bahay. . . Noong gabing wala akong kaalam-alam na huling pagkikita na pala namin iyon. . . Noong gabing... nawala siya.
Hindi ko pa rin makalimutan. Hindi ako maka-move on. And I know na baka hindi na ko maka-move on pa. Lalo na't nakatatak sa isipan ko na isa ako sa mga naging dahilan kung bakit nangyari 'yun sa kanya... kung bakit nawala siya.
"Margarita, please," I said to the bartender. Yes, I am going to drink. What a nice way to mend my aching heart, right?
Agad niya naman inabot sa akin 'yung Margarita at saka iniwan na ako sa counter. Sana kahit ngayong gabi lang. . . Sana kahit ilang oras lang, kahit sandali lang eh makalimutan ko 'yung sakit na nararamdaman ko.
1st shot
2nd shot
3rd shot
5th shot
8th shot
"Kamusta ka naman, Deity? This past few days eh hindi kita gaanong nakakasama. Okay ka lang ba? Okay ka lang ba sa course mo?"
"Deity mahal kita. I love you and I always will. . ."
"I love you, babe. I hope you won't get tired of hearing those words from me."
My eyes started to cry a batch of tears when his words for me crossed my mind. Kung maibabalik lang ang lahat. . . Kung naging maayos lang ang takbo ng buhay namin. . . Kung hindi lang naging maramot sa amin ang tadhana. . . siguro kami pa rin hanggang ngayon at siguro magkasama pa rin kami.
9th shot. . . 10th shot. . .
And so on. Hanggang sa 'di ko na mabilang. Gusto ko nang maging manhid. Gusto kong mawala muna 'tong sakit sa puso ko kahit ngayon lang. . . Kahit ilang sandali lang. . .
All of a sudden, may lumapit sa akin na isang lalaki. Hindi ko na makita nang malinaw 'yung mukha niya. My vision was blurry and my head was turning round and round and round.
"Can I join you, Pretty Lady?" He asked in a seductive voice.
"Huh? S-sure..." I answered.
Last thing I remember, nagkukuwentuhan lang kami. I was telling him my heartbreaking story. But the next thing I knew, we're already kissing and sucking life out of each other. We're trading salivas and enjoying each others lips. I found his hand on my waist and my arms on his neck, pulling his head closer and deepening the kiss — the kiss that rocks my world.
"You wh?re~!" A girl appeared out of nowhere. "Tigilan mo 'yang boyfriend ko!" Then she grabbed and start pulling my hair.
Napahinto naman ako at napalayo sa lalaking kahalikan ko. What? Boyfriend? Could someone tell me... what is happening?
"Kendrick? What is the meaning of this?!" Galit na galit 'yung babae.
"T-taylor? S-she... she seduced me," sagot no'ng lalaki.
Seduced? Did I seduced someone? Did I seduced him? I can't remember that I did it and I didn't even know how. God, I really don't know what is happening.
