I don't even feel emotions anymore.
I keep going through life not feeling a damn thing.
Numbness is what fills me up.
I feel tired.
Tired of this world,
Tired of their lies,
Tired of school,
Tired of people,
Tired of my life,
Tired of myself.
I'm tired of everything and I don't know what to do.
I can't continue on this way.
I can't cry, I can't smile, I can't laugh, I can't be happy, its all just fake.
Take me back to the start when everything was alright.
The happiness is just a frigment of my mind,
My smiles are as fake as my happy tone.
I try crying, maybe then I can finally feel something.
A couple of tears fall down my face but nothing has changed.
I'm falling apart and my mistakes follow me.
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Drowning In Sorrow- Poetry
Poetry*Trigger Warning* Suicide, cutting, depression, abuse, self harm, death etc. ~I didn't know happiness as well as I know sorrow ❤️ Stay strong ❤️