That was my only excuse to use when I was abused but I never lose , the only choice I chose to choose . Why not taking by the tools? They sold us a product we didn't wanna buy , we weren't copying others . We were just trying to survive . We were just trying to shut these voices in our heads , our brains . And LSD was his favorite immuno-anesthetic when it comes to numbing the pain that flow in his blood . All the tools that was used , was the one and only way he found to escape of anxiety , melancholy he lived in . Perceived that is the only way to get out of the deepest valley of depression . And insecurity drove him to do things he never thought that he will do . So he became the person he was afraid to be .
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Melancholy In Chapters
PoetryIt is the paradox that exists in our lives . We want something so much , but we may later regret wanting that thing too much .