Love Poems For Him/Her

The Guessing Game

I'm not sure if he/she even likes me
I know, this poem sounds familiar to my last poem
Only that this poem has the feeling of...
Confusion
I hear stanzas and lines
From my unwritten poems
And here I am
Writing more

Yes, I'm still in love
I'm still thinking if I should give up or not
Just looking at him/her
Makes me want to write more
Just thinking about him/her
Makes me want to express more
Because literature runs through my veins
What else would I write besides love?

My friend says I write too much
I don't believe it
But its not like I even care
This is my... seventeenth poem
I haven't posted all poems yet
I'm too busy for publishing
I'm too busy writing new ones
But still, I'm not sure about him/her

Newsflash, everyone!
Its either I heard wrong
Or they broke up last week
I can't believe it
Has God heard my prayers?!
I change my mind
Thank you so much!!!
I always believed in you!

But I'm still not sure
No, not about God!
I meant about my crush
I still don't know if he/she likes me
My Taurus friend asked him/her
If he/she was dating anyone
And the answer was...
No

I should feel happy and excited
But I'm not for some reason
My heart still races every time I see him/her
Is it because I'm still in love?
Or was I always having an anxiety attack without noticing?
Do I even like him/her anymore?
If so, why?
Are we even meant to be together?

A lot of people are asking me
If I'm dating the girl who gave me hugs
We can't look like a couple
Does my crush think we're dating too?
If so, how does he/she feel about it?
Why am I asking so many questions?
Why am I so confused?
God, I hate this guessing game!

I'd rather want my questions to be answered immediately
Than to guess over and over again
But apparently it wouldn't be fun for life itself
No, life always made me suffer
Is love going against me as a weapon?
Is love even good for a person like me?
I'm still smiling while at school
Does anyone know the depression deep inside of me growing?

I'm lacking my skills of writing
Is it because I'm losing my feelings towards him/her?
Does this mean I'm supposed to love him/her
To have my skills back?
My head is aching
As well as my heart
Is this the process of depression?
Or is this the infection of love?

I feel like love is a drug
The more I take the drug,
The more my skills come back to me
I need more
Because I'm addicted to it
He/She did this to me
Should I continue taking the drug?
Or should I die from the attack of depression?

As you can see, my life is a guessing game
I ask my questions from my head
And try to answer it as best as possible
My answers are always incorrect
Each response gives me an award
It's either the feeling of depression...
Or more questions to answer incorrectly
Hurray... more suffering

Now you're probably thinking
Dang, this person needs help
This poem is getting quite depressing
I'm sorry...
But I'll tell you something...
I go through this every day
No one still doesn't notice...
Except you