Don't look at me for I am hideous
Truly I give new meaning to the word insidious;
My pores seeping sadness
Needles fill my body with fatness.
Heart covered with bruises
Arms tattered from fights
Hands fisted with pain in sight.
Wrist cut from chains
Blood stains re-stained
Forever burning these images into my brain
Dreams bringing forward false hope of a new start
Just to wake up from them with a broken heart
Lungs constricting, making it hard to breathe
I try to scream
Tears fall helplessly from my eyes
They don't phase you at all.
You simply turn and do what you've come here to do
Exactly what the voices tell you
You need to.
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KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Collect Me
Puisi"Maybe dreams stay dreams so that the nightmares will still feel worse than reality...." A collection of works in her forbidden hours, raw and new. I'm not a particular fan of collection pieces, but it's been highly requested so.. I'm going to try.