Bea's POV
"A-ako si Girl?"
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Should I tell her this time? As in now na? Inside this bus?
Wait.. parang panget ata. I don't imagine telling her the truth na ganito yung setup. It should be medyo prepared and romantic naman. Diba? It's a very special and crucial moment for me. It's either we're gonna sleep happy and inlove or in that very day, we're gonna sleep crying and broken.
Because it's... friendship over.
The only piece of shit na kinakatakutan ko kapag umamin. I don't know how to tell her, I don't know kung ano magiging reaction niya, I don't know kung anong isasagot niya, I don't know kung anong gagawin niya sakin.
But hey, it can't be that way. I can't go on not knowing the answers. We can't live a life full of uncertainties. I should be brave enough to tell her how I feel. Whatever it takes. Whatever the outcome is.
Pero.. today is not the right time pa. Kaya Bea, make a segway and throw away that topic. Magsinungaling ka muna.
Ako: You're my girl but you're not THE girl. Ano ka ba, di tayo talo. 😂
I forced a laugh para medyo convincing yung sinabi ko saka ginulo yung buhok niya as if she is a puppy.
But I guess, di siya natuwa kasi she rolled her eyes, nilagay yung earphones sa tenga then tingin sa window, dedma sakin. Lagot na naman ako.
"Away na naman ba?"
Bigla akong napatingin sa taas ng seat ko and saw Ate Ella na nakadungaw. Para siyang mushroom, sulpot ng sulpot. 😭
Ako: Ah eh.. hindi ate Ells.
Ella: Bat di ka kinikibo?
Ako: Uh, malay ko po. Baka gusto niya muna tumahimik.
Ella: Nako, wag mong awayin yan ah. Makakatikim ka sakin.
Uh oh.
Ako: Y-yeah hindi syempre.
Tumango siya saka umupo na ulit. Okay, so i-aanalyze ko muna why she's mad at bakit bigla niya akong tinalikuran. Self, pls help me.
Bea naman kasi, bakit mo siya tinawag na your GIRL kung babawiin mo lang pala? Edi syempre napikon kasi akala niya niloloko at pinagtritripan mo na naman siya. Alam mong ayaw niya ng ganun.
I swear di ko sinasadya. Kusa lang din sigurong lumabas sa bibig ko yun kasi nga she's the GIRL naman talaga. Hay life. Hirap ng may tinatago.
I'll try to make it up to her. Masabihan na naman akong..
"Puro ka joke, puro ka trip, puro ka biro. Mag clown ka na lang kaya?!"
Alala niyo pa? Hahaha.
I texted Tey since manunuod daw sila. I'm sure they're on their way na din.
To: Therese Gaston
Tey!! Favor. Reply ASAP.
Sent!
From: Therese Gaston
What is it???
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To: Therese Gaston
Drop by 7-11 pls and buy me a king-sized Cheetos.
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From: Therese Gaston
