Bite Me

five

   Evan drove me to my house so I could just process what happened last night. Me.. Raven...had sex with the most sexiest man ever. Oh god, now I feel dirty. I ran to my bathroom and pulled off my clothes.  Something caught my eyes in the mirror. My neck, my chest, my stomach, my jawline, littered with hickeys. Holy fucking shit! When did he kiss my stomach!? I jumped into the shower quickly. I signed as the warm water cascaded down my background. The feeling of the warm water made me feel relaxed. I can't believe I lost my virginity. It felt good, I'm not complaining, but it was my first time. My last part if my innocence is gone. What do I do? Do I just pretend like it never happened or what? This has never happened before. After a while, I stepped out. Everything's gonna be alright. Suddenly, the door bell rang. Shit. "HOLD ON! I'M COMING" I yelled hoping they would be able to hear me. I slipped on some jeans and a black tank top. My hair was pulled back into a bun so it could kind of dry. Once I opened the door, my heart stopped. "Hello princess"he said. "A-Andy...how did you f-find my house?"I asked. "Your friend Evan told me. He seems nice when he not trying to hit on you. May I come in?"he asked. "Um.. yeah sure" I opened the door a little wider so he could walk him. "You have e a nice home"he said. "Thank you. I do try my best to. It's my cocoon kind of. Um.. would  you like a drink?"I asked. "No I'm alright for right now. I just wanted to come visit you"he said.

    "M-Me?" I asked. "Yes you. Who else?"he chuckled. You're such an idiot Raven. Squeegee walked in meowing curiously. "Are these your cat's you were talking about?"he asked. "Uh yeah. I'll go look for Storm" I knew exactly where she was, I just wanted to see if I looked good. Uh! I'm all flustered. Plus, I just came out of the shower so my clothes were sticking to my body. Damn it! I quickly grabbed storm and rushed back to Andy. "Woah, he looks like a wolf just in a smaller cat form"he said. "Yeah. The animal shelter rescued him from an abusive home. They would keep him  in a cage with no water or food" I said. "Wow. That's awful. I'm glad they saved him or else he would've been dead"he said petting Storm. Those fingers. They touched me everywhere. Oh god. A shiver went up my spine. "So, um..about last night" I said nervously. "Did you enjoy your first time?" He asked. "Yes- I mean no- wait yes- no... yes" Wow. Real awkward. He chuckled and stood up. I shouldn't be scared of him, but I am. Last night was so intense it just makes me feel uncomfortable. He walked to me and held my face with his hands. "What's wrong? Why do you look like there's a murder right in front of you?" He asked. I grabbed his hands from my face and pulled them down. "I'm sorry. I just...yesterday was my first time and I'm just not used to it. My mind takes you as an enemy even though I had a great time. I'm sorry Andy. I just need time to process everything" I said.

  "Of course. Take all the time you need. Would you like me to leave?" he asked kinda sadly. I sighed. "Yes, but no. I still love you Andy. More than anything". He looked down at the ground. Ah man. I hurt his feelings. I didn't mean to. I grabbed his face with my hands and made him look at me. "Hey, don't pout. You're too cute to do that. I'm sorry. It's not your fault. My mind just works differently than others" I said. He smiled down at me" You think I'm cute?" He chuckled. I grinned. "Yes I really do" I could help, but laugh at how happy he got.

Finally an update!! I've been super busy, but now I'm on summer break, but I hope I can update more. Thanks you guys for kinda still sticking around 💕