-We were there to show and not to explain.
-And now?
-I do nothing anymore.
-Just live?
-What do you mean with "just live"?
-Well, you enjoy your life.
-Nope.
-And what then?
-I fuck it.
-How?
-Say "fuck life" and don't give a damn about everything.
-So a rule breaker!?
-Of course.
-But aren't you, that something or someone else will fuck you up after...that all fun?
-I don't think about it.
-But what if?
-It will then happen. It's not my problem right now.
-Your thoughts aren't cheap.
-I know. But what can I do? It's an easy way to stop getting yourself in stress.
-You're alive huh?
-I was alive.
-But i mean, you live your life and don't even try to survive every day, like so many other people.
-But I'm not like them and that's good so.
-Mainstream is also not something for me.-I don't know. It's your thing what you are and what not.
-What would you say, if you'd see me the first time now?
-What do you want to here?
-Your first thoughts about me.
-It's difficult.
-Why?
-Because I know you a little.
-You know me a little? Then tell me your thoughts about me.
-But I don't want to hurt you.
-So bad?
-I don't know. It's okay.
-Then tell me. I'm curious.
-Well, you're not cool and I also think you don't even try to be cool. So not that cool, that everyone knows. I mean that real coolness.
-Okay...
-And you ...don't you think it's enough?
-No. Go on.
-So you're kind of cute but you try to be more...something different. And you're nice, it makes you different.
-I'm nice, that's why I'm different?
-And keep being like this.
-Why? Isn't it boring?
-Nope. It's new. The way you want to know things and all.
-So the way I talk. Yeah I talk with please, and?
-That's good. And you try every time things, you aren't meant to, but you want to proof that you're not like that, right?
-Eh...
-It's okay, well, it's more than okay. I like it.
-I want to proof, that I'm not only someone boring and nice.
-And? That's good, I told you.
-I wasn't sure, you know it.
-I know more than you thing.
-That sounds weird.
-Thanks.
-You're weird.
-I hope that.
-Why that?
-It's cool.
-You're kidding. What's so good to be like that?
-I don't know.
-You know.
-Think about it. I won't tell you.
-I've got no idea.
-You will.
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