Friends With MB (A Mindless Behavior Love Story)

Chapter 38 Try

~In L.A.~

Brianna

I woke up the next morning with no one next to me, so I thought what happened last night was a dream, but I smelt breakfast, so now I don't think it was.

I got up, went into the bathroom, did my hygiene thing then went downstairs. I went in the kitchen and found Roc cooking breakfast.

He was humming Missing You. I couldn't help but shed a small tear. I wiped it, then cleared my throat to get his attention. He looked back at me.

Me-Morning

Roc-Morning

He turned back like he was ashamed to look at me.

Roc-My mom said she was gonna drop the kids off at 12:30 so I took the liberty of

cleaning the front yard so my mother doesn't see it and my stuff is packed

Me-Ok. Wait. Packed? What do you mean packed?

Roc-I mean I'm moving out

Me-Well wait a minute we haven't even talked about it yet

Roc-What is there to talk about?

Me-Me and you. Us. I kinda don't understand why I'm the one trying to get you to talk to me  when I didn't do anything

Roc-You know why you're the one trying to get me to talk to you Brianna?

Me-I just said I didn't hello were you not listening

Roc-Its because I'm to ashamed to talk to you. I realized last night was the most I've ever cried in my entire life because I know that there is no coming back from what I did, so I have to go and I can't talk about it. Maybe you'll find someone who will love our children and stay faithful to you because I'm not the right one. I'll still be civil for the kids and I'll always be there for them and I'll love them with everything I have left in me but as far as us, there is no us without faithfulness and I'm not faithful Brianna. I don't want to hurt you again

I was starting to get tears in my eyes, that were falling. I wish he wouldn't give up on me.

Me-Don't I have a say in this? I mean you have to be willing to try. If you truly loved me you wouldn't let me go without a fight. You have to try. I love you, you have to try

Roc-Brianna God knows I love you and my babies more then anything but I don't think I can stay faithful

Me-You have little belief in yourself I understand that but please don't leave so fast just try to get me back I know you can

Roc-I know I can too but I can't hurt you like that. I love you too much to hurt you and I don't want to see you hurt anymore

Me-You're just gonna give up? On me? On us?

Roc-Im not giving up

Me-Yes you are! If you weren't giving up then you would stay and talk to me and we could figure this out and you could work harder to stay faithful but no you want leave me your babies and not even try! You know what you might as well just leave if you're giving up! Just go then!

I got up and ran upstairs to my room and started crying into my pillow. I can't believe he's not even willing to try.

Narrator

Once Bri ran upstairs. Roc sighed and stopped making breakfast, seeing as how I don't think nobody's really hungry anymore. Bri stayed upstairs till 12:30 and once she got downstairs, Roc was at the door bringing the kids in and saying bye to his mom.

He closed the door and looked at Bri. She looked at her babies and kissed their foreheads.

Bri-Hi babies

Roc-Well CJ, Jalisa, Aliyah, daddy loves you so much and he'll back tomorrow to see you but he won't be here all the time. I love you guys so much

He kissed their foreheads, then he looked at Bri. He walked toward her to give her a hug but she stopped him.

Bri-Mm Mm

He sighed, then he grabbed her head and kissed it. She started to shed tears but she wiped them.

Roc-Im so sorry Brianna but I love you so much

She didn't say anything she just kept her head turned. Roc sighed, then picked up his bags and left.

Once he left Bri broke down right in front of her babies and started bawling. She looked at them and they looked back.

Bri-Hi babies. I'm sorry you have to see me like this but your daddy is gone and he didn't even try to stay with me. With us

She got up and put her babies to bed, then just laid in bed and cried.