Fix You

Before Anything Else

This
Is
Me.

I'm a 2nd year college student. I'm not that good-looking and attractive. I'm not tall either. And Im 17 years old. The age does not really compliment my year level bc I skipped Kinder levels, half a year as Kinder and the other half I was admitted to Grade 1. So almost all the freshmen think I'm an "ate" when in fact most of them are even older than me.

Jay-r, 18 yo, used to call me "ate" bc he thinks I was older. We've known each other since high school. We are both members of the school's dance troupe but he was contemporary and I was, that time, hiphop so our worlds never met. He's handsome, but he's gay 🙂

How did we collide?

I went to college a year earlier than him. I joined the school's dance company and for one semester I got to freely dance my genre. I'm not really that good with hiphop, though. I just know how to hip and pop Hahaha! Let me mention that after that semester of ease and freedom, I was challenged for a higher step as a dancer, stretch my body till I forget I have bones. My mentor and our dance master was Gerard, Jay-r's bestfriend. I only knew it by the time Jay-r entered college.

So here it goes. I was stretched and I was helpless and for only one semester, my bones were gone. Lol just kidding 😂

I was not the only one who were trained but I definitely had the biggest achievement of all. Now I dance pop with skills like splits, one-legs, and tumblings.

Speed up the time and exactly one year, and at the present. I'm now a second year college student and he is first year and did I mention that we are both taking the same course? Well, we're both accountancy students. It's December, the university is going to have a christmas celebration in which eight programs, including ours, are to compete with the best performance of the night. As performers, well yes Im a part of it and he is, as well. With the song "Salute" and "Boss" (if anyone wants to see the video, message me here. Im very willing to give you the link 😊)

We are so not close. Just friends with Hi-hellos. We barely talk and the last time we were together was during the university days when we both joined the cheerdance competition last September. We know each other but we are not that close. And now after 3 months we are meeting again, practice every night. We did not win but it was a happy fight. Oh may I remind you again that he's gay. And he dance sexier than me. I have no intimate feeling for him and it was mutual. Like hmmm duh? I just admire how good he is. Btw he is a member of one of the most notorious  dance group in our city so that's quite admirable. Aside from that, I feel nothing else. He is a high standard 👍🏻

I have no conversation in the first chapter cause basically I am narrating our history in order for you to understand my flow. I just realized that I'm not writing a book anymore Hahahahah anyways, I'm not sure this is good. I might delete this if I dont like it. Mehehehe anyways, I will now start writing the Chapter 2. Expect for conversations 😅