(This isn't an actual chapter, this just how I feel, I just need to tell someone about this)
Last week my dad said I had a problem
Today my mom said I had a problem
How's next my cousin?
I hate everyone
I hate myself
I was the perfect girl, the perfect sister, the perfect daughter
But people started to break me I tried to be strong but I failed
I fought for six years and still failed
I won against the bully who bullied me for six years but then someone new came and started bullying me again but I was to tired to fight in this time I fell in a deep dark hole, i can't get out of
I just want to get out, I want to be free, I want to be happy
But I can't wen I have people all around me that don't help me, they just put me down
They say they love me and they say they "try" to help me but they don't, they just say the so the court doesn't do anything rash to them
They don't believe in me
They don't trust me
They don't try
Can I just die
People won't miss me, will they?
They don't care about me
They have forgotten about me several times
How about I make it permanent?
People hate me, I know this
People dislike me, I know this
People don't care about me, I know this
People forget about me, I know this
They make me feel like I am a little tiny human trying to fit in
I wanna hurt my self but I can't people are constantly washing me
Maybe I'll do it in the bathroom, who knows?
( I don't condone people hurting them self, if your doing this I know how you feel, if you need help just send me. Message and I will help you)
~Ally~
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~Self-harm~Depression~Suicidal~
Non-FictionThis book is dedicated to those people who are self-harming, depressed and/or having Suicidal thoughts Just remember that your not alone and that I know it's not easy But if you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me I know I am a stranger t...
