Shawn mendes imagines

Trouble

                                                        "Ew gag city.",
My best friend Nicole grimaced while pretending to throw up.
 

  I sit there from afar watching Shawn kiss his newfound girlfriend Alicia passionately as if no one was there.

 "It should've been us", I  whispered fiddling with the straw in my empty milk carton. 

These distasteful public displays of attention were now becoming a frequency, it was so annoying.

 It was the same thing every day: Wake up, get ready, hop in the front seat of Nicole's classic ghost Rolls Royce, pull up to school and see My Ex best friend practically sucking Alicia's (the lying hoe who played with my feelings to get to Shawn) face off , regret my existence, go home to eat my feelings away while crying Because according to Alicia and her squad I'm fat, wash, rinse, repeat.

And honestly, I don't even know how I put up with this, I guess you could say I'm ruined to point where I don't even think I care anymore.

Hence, the word think.

          Because somehow I always find myself replaying all the horrendous memories of what happened that night, when I lost all but one of my closest friends due to a misunderstanding. 

"Y/N! ", I blink rapidly trying to recollect my thoughts,

 "Jeez, Nic you scared the hell out me!",

 I exclaim hitting her shoulder lightly, while giggling the slightest.

But soon my happiness turned into despair as "My two most favorite people in the universe" were nearing our table. Great, just great. 

As if my day couldn't get any better.

      Trying to ignore the evil dynamic duo in front of me. Nicole rolled her eyes and turned away.

  I looked down at my food for what seemed like years, daydreaming.  

         About what me and him could've been, about what I would've been doing if I  never to that party night , about where the nearest fast food restaurant because the food was disgusting.

Everything BUT my current situation.

My thoughts were then interrupted once again by a slight clearing of the throat. I looked to see Shawn, with a slight frown, mocking me.  

           How original.

            I rolled my eyes and looked back down to my food, pretending as if I didn't give two fucks about Shawn and his life-wreck of a girlfriend.

But I did, and I wished I didn't.

Not today Satan, not today.

   "What's wrong Hun, cat got your tongue?" Alicia sneered at me while obnoxiously smacking on her gum.  

"No but It had your's", I seethed.

She scoffed, her face scrunching distastefully 

"Ooh we have a feisty, one here", Shawn smirked

"Yeah well why don't you shut the f**k up and go eat a d**k, I heard they helps you grow",

"Yeah s-"

"And well judging by your extreme height, you've obviously taken that theory into action" 

He glared at me.

0:Shawn 1:Y/N

He turned to Nicole with a fake smile plastered on his face.

"Alright, pinche pendeja, what do you want?", 

Nicole asked obviously annoyed by their presence.

 "can't you see that you guys aren't welcome here?!"

    This wasn't the first time they had made one of their little escorts to our table for no apparent reason. 

      But this time they had a reason, a stupid one too.

   "Relax chubs, we're just here to give you this, from Staycee", Shawn sneered while handing me piece of paper with the words that screamed

 "HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAYCEE!! COME CELEBRATE MY BDAY @ 1878 WEST BLVRD STREET!! BE THERE OR BE SQUARE!", 

         after reading that I then turned my head to Staycee (the most popular person in the 11th grade),who then waves at me and Nicole smiling profoundly.

                Nicole looked at me and nodded her her head, I furrowed my eyebrows.

     What was she nodding about? there was no way in HELL I going to that party, not after last time.

         I vowed that very night that I would never, EVER step foot in any party ever again UNLESS it was absolutely, completely, necessary. 

And Staycee's party didn't make the cut, especially since Shawn and Alicia were gonna be there. 

          But before I could do or say anything, Nicole had already confirmed our attendance to Staycee's party to Shawn and Alicia, With a smile. 

       Once they had gotten far out of earshot, I raged at Nicole,

   "WHAT THE HELL NICOLE!",

      She shrugged, looking off to the side, " I thought that maybe, you could go an show Shawn what he's been missing." She smirked.
I sighed.

          That seemed like a good idea for a second, but then I remembered who I really was, and something like that would've gone completely against my morals.

       Then I glanced at Shawn who was flirting with Alicia. I had lost all sense of my morals that day, and agreed to go.

Boy was I in for some trouble.

        A/N// HEY MY LOVELIES IM SO SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED FOR A LONG TIME OMG 😆😆😆 I MISSED YALL SO MUCH TBH and I'm doing requests so if you want one, just put your name, skin/hair/eye color, and the plot, it can be ANYTHING, even smut😉 ALSO this might get a part two idk if I should.... Should I?? ❤️❤️ ILYSM guys❤️😆AND THX FOR 1.7k READS OMG YALL ARE DA REAL MVPS💖😆

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