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I'm Not Coming Back (Namjin)

It's nearly 3AM when Jins phone rings and a tired Jin opens his eyes, and sits up.

He looks beside him where he sees his phone ringing.

Jin sighs knowing exactly who it is that's calling, and why.

"Hey Hoseok." Jin says tiredly when he finally answers the call.

"It's bad this time, Jin hyung. He's had too many and hes trashed half the bar." Hoseok sighs as Jin stands up beginning to put on his robe.

"I'm on my way." Jin sighes frustratedly.

And at that Jin hung up and grabbed his car keys.

He leaves the house in nothing but his robe and PJ's.

Jin starts the car, he's so used to this by now. It's become a routine for him, go to bed, wait for Namjoon to come to bed, wake up at 3AM by Hoseok calling telling him Namjoons drunk out of his mind at the bar. Jin doesn't even know how they got to this point.

He drives down the empty roads as he grips the steering wheel tightly. He doesn't know how much he can take of this, he and Namjoon used to be so close, so in love. And Jin is still very much in love with Namjoon, but Jin doubts Namjoon still loves him like he used to.

They were always so close, they shared everything, their friends used to say "you guys are like the relationship everybody wants, I thought love like this only existed in fairy tales" and it hurts Jin to think they're not like that anymore.

He sighs again as he parks infront of the bar.

He sees Hoseok holding a very drunk, hyper Namjoon, and he just jumps out the car.

"Sorry about this, Jin hyung." Hoseok says when he sees Jin approaching them.

Jin simply waves his hand to say its okay and smiles one of his fake smiles.

He takes Namjoon and puts his arm around his shoulder leading him into the car.

Jin looks back at Hoseok and waves goodbye while Hoseok shoots him a sympathetic look.

He puts Namjoon into the passenger seat, with much difficulty, and straps him in.

He doesn't even say anything as he drives back with a childish whining Namjoon beside him.

"Hyungggggg, I just want one more drink." Namjoon whines.

Jin doesn't reply as he feels his eyes water.

"Hyung, just one m- hyung are you crying?" And at that Jin stops the car and gets out.

He helps Namjoon out and Namjoons so drunk and clueless he's already forgotten that he saw his boyfriend crying just a second ago.

Jin leads Namjoon up the stairs to their apartment and puts him into bed.

Namjoon falls asleep quickly, unlike Jin who is sitting by the window with tears falling from his eyes rapidly.

He feels so alone at this point, sure in the day, he and Namjoon aren't as bad. But when night falls he's constantly having to pick up Namjoon from the bar and he can't handle it anymore. He never sleeps, he gets his 4 hours of sleep each night, picks up Namjoon, and then stays awake for the rest of the night.

He wipes his tears away and sniffles.

"Ah, Kim SeokJin, what a pathetic excuse of a man you are, what would eomma think if she knew you were sitting here crying every night?" Jin asked himself, laughing miserably.

Jin sits there for the rest of the night, thanking God that he doesn't have to work as it's a saturday. He really couldn't handle his 14 hour job after tonight.