Golden Eyes A TWILIGHT FANFICTION

Chapter 4-Different

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CHAPTER 4-Different

Isabella Marie Swan Cullen

 There I stood on the meadow. I have taken to calling it mine because so far, I can trace that no human or animal have laid claim to it. I don't know why or how but it seemed to me as if I should be here, really be here. Somehow, this meadow lessens my burden.

I have just  finished my broken, tearless sobbing.  

I stood with the forest before me. The sight of green trees everywhere was crystal clear. Every leaf, every facet of a trunk caressed my eyes.

It was a day blessed with rain again. Just like the tears I was not not able to shed., I thought dismally at the little drops that fall.

I chose not to attend class today. 

I sighed deeply and froze.

A strange new scent filled the air. It was like honey, lilac and sunshine, combined yet not exactly the same. I searched every single direction but I could not find anything or,indeed; anyone. It was just rain.. tiny droplets of it falling on my pale skin.

 I shrugged inwardly again and closed my lids.

It’s probably a flower species which has evaded discovery. Something.. different. 

Different-like myself. One who differs still from those who are already different. Alone and Lonely.  Pathetic.

"Why?" I barely heard my own voice.  Why did I receive such a hopeless fate?

"I did not chose this" I mumbled into thin air. 

 In fact I think I am better off dead , at least maybe, lying in a coffin beside my mothers, at least I am together with my family. Together with the people I love the most.

Without my knowing, I heard myself crying a bit louder this time, I couldn't help it- Again, I  felt sorry for myself.

....But that was it. I, myself am the only one who cares for me. I am alone, on the miserable world, forever and as miserable as it is, always..

The sweet smell was still there but I didn't care anymore, it was nothing. 

I am always alone...

I closed my eyes...alone, How melancholy the word sounds!

 That’s when I heard something moving.

I turned around again, certain I would find nothing.

At first I was right.

 

But then there he was, an angel.

Who is he? Why is he here? And... Why is he coming in my direction?

I stopped breathing. If my heart could stop beating, I think it might.

He was like me- Exactly like me. My instincts were on guard.

He was also a vampire.