You say it's just an excuse
That I'm ruining all my life plans
You say that I'll be a bourdon
And will never go far in life
****
You say that you hate me
Well that's ok. I hate me too.
You never listen just assume your right
It's funny how you can't see the pain in my eyes
****
Once in a while you ask me what's wrong
Or why am I suicidal
I ignore your question because you won't understand
I should've listened to myself months ago and just let my life end
****
I cut and cut
But it's never enough
The pain is drowning me
And I can't swim back up
****
Everyday I get closer to death
The death that should've greeted me
When I was first upset
If I died now you'd pretend to be sad but honestly that would only be a lie
****
The girl I was once was is gone
She's lost, she's dead
You don't understand
How broken I really am
