Open letter to the one who left me {watty's #9}

Open letter-2

et's try to think positive for a while, shall we? Let's say that you'll ask me for another chance to fix our relationship, to fix us.

Let's say that we do get back together. Will things change? No. Because we've been through this a bunch of times already.

Even though we get back together, you'll never be the same person that I fell in love with the first time we talked.

You'll never be the same person who would text me good morning or good night.

You'll never be the same person who always checks up on me whenever I feel down or sick. You'll never be the same, we will never be the same.

How is it so easy for you to leave me, when I almost died of thinking about leaving you? Remember when I said that I was afraid of losing you? I still am.

I'm so afraid of losing you that I check up on you constantly. I text you and I even try to call you, but you're too busy.

You're just too busy to even speak to me. And I let that slide, because I know how important your studies, basketball, your friends, your family are. That's how much I love you.