Somewhere in Neverland

My Digital Escape

"Thanks for watching my unitatoes! Johnnie wanna do your outro?"

"Stay happy not crappy, life's a bitch don't quit. Peace out thug pugs!"

Bryan gave us the thumbs up that the camera was off and sat on the couch. 

"Thank you so much guys for doing a collab before MDE takes a break,"I sighed.

"No problem, Keila. You can collab with us any time,"Alex patted my back.

"I call dibs first! I've known her the longest!"Kyle yelled.

"Of course, Kyle," I laughed throwing my arms around him. "I'm gonna miss my emo weirdos,"

They surrounded me in a group hug that lasted about a good five minutes. 

"Do you have to leave? Where are you going anyway?"Jeydon asked.

"I'm going to London for a little bit. I bought an apartment there,"

"That's soooo far!"whined Shannon. 

"Who's gonna make me food?"Jordan complained.

"Make it your own god damn self,"(@emilyc8908) I yelled. "I'll meet you guys at the airport tomorrow,"

They all said goodbye before I exited the apartment. My apartment was down the hall from Bryan and Johnnie's that's how Kyle introduced me to them.

*flashback*

"How much shit do you own!?"Kyle complained lifting up another box. 

"A lot,"I giggled.

"Get back here Johnnie!"someone yelled in front of us.

A guy around my age with long black hair darted past  us followed by another guy with a blonde poof for hair covered in whipped cream. They charged at Kyle making him drop his box.

"Kyle?"the two child like men asked in unison. 

"Bryan, Johnnie?"he stepped closer to them.

"What are you doing here?"

"I'm helping this pain in the ass move in,"he jabbed his thumb over at me.

"Hi"mumbled shyly.

"My name's Bryan and usually I'm not covered in whipped cream,"the guy with the puffy blonde mop laughed.

"I'm Johnnie,"the guy with long hair added.

"Since she's an antisocial potato guys this is Keila,"Kyle pushed me closer to them.

*end flashback*

Sighing I entered my apartment. Usually I would flop down on the couch and watch either Attack on Titan or The Flash but both my TV and couch had been sold. Why I chose London I have no idea. Sure, there were famous youtubers there but I didn't know any of them. After changing into my pajamas I opened up my laptop.

"Hey girlie! I heard you're coming to London tomorrow! I can pick you up from the airport if you like!"a twitter DM from Zoella read. 

Wow not even in London and someone was willing to pick me up.

"Thank you! My plane gets in at 1 tomorrow,"I replied.

Setting my alarm for 4:00, I plugged in my headphones and the intro for Somewhere in Neverland chorused through my ears. 

We'll start a life of the plain and the simple.

***

"WAKE UP! Take my hand and give me a reason to start again!" Oli screamed. 

Oh how I loved this song. I got up and headed straight to the bathroom. I stared at the girl looking back at me in the mirror. Angry red lines covered my pale skin. I had been clean for over a year till a couple months ago. Flashbacks of my parents death had come back and the only way to make them stop were slashing open my skin. The hot water from the shower stung my body. Without knowing it I started to sing.

"My happy little pill, take me away, dry my eyes, bring color to my skies. My sweet little pill, tame my hunger, light within, numb my skin"

One day I wanted to meet Troye and do a collab with him. The cold nipped at my body as I ran from the bathroom to my room. I pulled put a pair of black skinny jeans, a My Chemical Romance shirt, and my bomber jacket. After I put the clothes on I applied eyeliner and mascara to my eyes. The only thing I loved about me was my eyes; you could never tell what color they were. My hair was naturally curly and usually I would straighten it but today I left it the way it was. Making sure I had everything packed I pulled my bags downstairs. 

"You ready to go"Kyle asked helping me put my bags in the car.

"Yea I guess,"

***

At the airport everyone gathered at my gate to say goodbye.

"I'm going to miss you guys so fucking much,"I cried.

"Don't cry,"Bryan hugged me again.

"Here I-we have a present for you,"Kyle handed me a small box. 

Inside was a picture of all of us at the beach. My eyes spilled tears as I mumbled a thank you. They enveloped me in a hug before a lady's voice over the intercom announced that my flight would be leaving soon. 

"Bye guys,"I sniffed giving one last wave. 

On the plane I put my headphones on and closed my eyes. Somewhere in Neverland played again. Would I find my lost boy in London?

(A/n: Hai guys did this suck? Let me know but I got a great plan for this story, well maybe, I don't know :/ Anyways, thank you so much DaughterofHades001 for the cover! I love it boo! Oh btw, I went to a book signing and met Rick Yancey!!! I had so much fun. That's all my unitatoes! Baaaaaaiiii!)