〰 Therapist - R.S.L 〰

Chapter 0〰Thinking Through

"..:I got a lot to say to you, Yeah, I got a lot to say.
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here
And it makes no sense at all

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies..."

This is me. A girl singing along to an old, yet legendary Paramore song during the weekends because, well, the outsiders aren't worth my company.

Spending your lifetime worrying about connecting with people is rather unhealthy...especially for a teen who technically, is an 'orphan', or to be more specific....a mistake.

My whole life has been a mistake, I've never, and I mean not for even once, bonded with a human being properly. I'm always awkward, always shy, always eerie and rarely happy.

I try, so hard, to make a good conversation. I know a lot of people, it's just that I never got to talk about me, I'm basically a beneficial living body. Whenever it comes to me, it always stops to a halt. I've always been the mute, everything I say is a joke. They're never interested, talking behind my back...literally.

I might be a weird blonde, but I just want to fit in.

"...Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this

If you want to play it like a game
Well, come on, come on, let's play
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute..."

A/N

Hello and welcome to my next book, which I am overly excited about. I decided to give a little teaser before I actually start, and if you put an eye on the description you'd find out that the girl's name is, Lia.

And although in so very ecstatic about it, I'll have to wait on it a bit because running five fanfiction at once is not so easy..I promise I won't let you wait long though.

Till next chapter

I love you 💖❤️💖