How i see you - harry styles fanfic

I thought

Anna's pov

I woke up to no warm arm around me even though Harry has cold skin I get used to it. I opened my eyes and felt there was no body sleeping next to me.
I saw all the boys all wake with Louis and Liam with there heard in there hands and with Niall just looking at his food not eating it. and Zayn with tear stains down his face? WHAT Zayn never crys something bad must have happened for them to act like this I mean they should be happy because I getting out of hostile today!!
"Guys??" I crocked out of my voice
They all looked up at me with sorrow in there eyes
"What's the matter?"
Liam stood up and handed me a piece of paper folded into three and said "this might explain every question in your head."
I opened the paper with curiosity and began to read
As I read the letter I felt Tears roll down my face as I read Harry's word written on this paper and thought of this
"I though he wanted me to be with him
I thought he new he was important of my life
I thought he new that he was my reason to live
I thought he new that he was my closest to family
I though he new if he didn't meet me I would be still in my uncles house.

And most of all

I thought he loved me." I cried out to the boys poring out all my thoughts to them

"We are so sorry." Niall Cried
"That's okay it's not your fault." I sobbed
"NO IT'S NOT OKAY HARRY HAS LEFT US WITH NIALL WHO IS JUST A NEW BORN AND AS JUST LEFT ANNA WITH US AND I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH BUT JUST PACKED UP AND LEFT US SO FACE UNCLE JERRY!" Louis bursted out which scared me a bit.
"Louis shhh people can hear and plus your write last night we tried to track him but the amount of humans scents was difficult to Niall will try and track him when we leave." Liam soothed

"Thanks you guys you are the closest people that I consider family and I haven't had the feel of being loved or had a family over 11 years ."
The looked t me with wide eyes
"Tell us who we would be in your family."
Louis looked eager to know
"Well Liam is obviously the dad zayns the mum Niall is the little brother and Louis is the sister!"
I exclaimed
"Why do I have to be women I have facial hair Niall doesn't he so
Should be the mum." Zayn cried
"Nup I say your the mum." I teased

Liam got up and said "since I'm the dad I will sign you out." he said all serious
I nodded I tried to get up.
I stepped out of my bed but wobbled over because the loss of blood. Then Zayn caught me and relied a thanks.

Once Liam was done signing me out I had trouble walking so Louis picked me up and carried me to there van where the sat me up Straight and drove to our house.

Once we arrived Liam said that I was not allowed to get up and always resting. errr

Currently I'm in the living room lying down in the couch starring at Harry's neckless that he gave me I twirled it through my fingers and talking to it I'm my head hoping that he could hear.

'Harry god I miss you more than anything. I thought you were going to be there for me to protect me, If you really didn't want me around you could have said so. when you left I felt my hope slip away, my dream was to become a professional dancer but if felt you had no one to keep me living or my dream or future going. when I was living with my uncle had a feeling I was Getting saved so that was always my hope. but now I have been saved and no one that I love or felt love like my parents. you harry brought that feeling to me feeling loved and wanted but obvious not any more. sometimes I just wonder what am I living for?"

I let go of my necklace and let it fall onto my chest.

The necklace was silver chain it the middle was a blue Rick that would glow when I'm feeling scared or I'm talking to it.

I looked around to see that non of the boys were around so I got up to go to the bathroom and quickly took a shower and saw a razor blade in one of the open draws. I thought about killing or cutting myself but that would show how week I am and I know that there is a possibilities even tho it doesn't show that often but something great and happy would come our of it like they say theres light at the end of a dark tunnel.


I got changed and walked back to see all of the guys sitting in the couch watch tv aka sponge bob. Gosh there child's
i mentally smiled at them while I walked to the kitchen I remembered that I haven't smiled or laughed since Harry left I felt so depressed and unwanted the boys probley don't want me here. so I walked to the lounge where they were sitting and said
"Guys thanks for putting up for me and every thing bit I am tell I have been a hand full since I'm not allowed to move from the couch that often and you know so I think I should just get out of your hair and move into my own apartment.'
"NEVER IN A BILLION YEARS I MEAN YIUR THE GOD MOTHER OF MY CARROTS YOU CAN'T ABOND THEM THEY NEED THERE AUNTY ANNA AND PLUS THEY WRE GOING THROUGH THERE TEENS SO I NEED YOU." LOUIS EXCLAIMED
"Anna please stay with us I mean we have put you through so much and least we could is take care of our friend." Liam smiled
"Okay if it's fine with you." I said



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