Chris and Y/n just had a beautiful Daughter named Jamila Marie Maurice Brown, will this new parenthood make them realize that they need each other or will lovers from the past tear them apart
After a few nights ago with Chris I've been off the wall. He hasn't responded to any of my calls or texts and I just wanted us to work out but maybe that night went too far. I was too on the edge with him when I should've kept my distance. I needed to talk to him and I needed to do it now but what could I possibly say to him about what happened when I'm sure what we did was memorizing to both of us.
Fuck it I can't hold off. I grabbed my phone and dialed T's number
"Hellur beautiful" I got up and dashed through my closet to find something quick to wear
"Hey T, can you watch Jamila was at least an hour I have something important to do" I looked at myself in the mirror to see what would look good on me
"Sure hun I'll be there in a few"
"Thanks boo" I quickly hung up and threw my phone on the bed
"Okay baby which one should mommy wear" I held up 2 outfits and looked at Mila as if she can make decisions of her own yet
I looked back at the mirror and decided the second one looks best so I rushed doing my hair and makeup
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"Yn I'm here where you at" I heard T's loud ass mouth come thru the damn house
"I'm in my room" I heard his extra self skip up the stairs to my room
"Ouuuuuuuuuu excuse me Ms.bitch you looking bomb asf. where you about to go looking like that" he sat next to Jamila and began playing with her causing her to giggle
"Well nosey that's for me to know and for you to wonder" I fixed my lipstick and blew a kiss at myself
"Mhmmmmmm you probably going to go get some damn dick you lil hoe" I laughed at what he said and shook my head
"Whatever fool anyways Jamila has already ate but if she gets fussy just give her the gerber little snacks in the cabinet but other than that you already know how too take care of ya niece. Please put her too nap around the next hour because she hasn't had one for the day yet" I grabbed my clutch and my keys then gave my baby girl a kiss
"Alright bitch go let me have uncle and niece time with my baby" I shook my head and rushed down stairs to the car.
I know I shouldn't be in a rush but I have to get things off my chest, I needed to be clear with him about the situation and let him know that it can't continue but I don't know how I'm gonna do this because that night he made me feel alive and I haven't felt that way since the last time we made love and that was almost a year ago. I guess by what I'm wearing isn't going to show it but I love the attention he gives me when I get this dressed up.
I drove down the freeway going 101 mph shit I'm surprised that I haven't got pulled over but then again it's California and it's filled with a whole bunch of fast cars.
By the next 15 mins I finally pull up to his driveway and seen all his cars there so I assume he's home and thank god that hoe's car ain't there either so we can have time to ourselves. I look at myself in the mirror one more good time and I hopped out the car and walked up to his front door.
"Lord please let this go right and don't let me sin" I silently prayed to myself and knocked on his door
When I heard his heavy footsteps I fixed myself until the fumbling of the door knob stopped and the opened door revealed him in his designer jean, J's, and no shirt showing off every peak of perfection from his navel to his tatted chest to his damn face with his eyes literally fucking me mentally.
"What's up baby girl" his eyes were lit up with lust and him licking his lips were making me more nervous and I don't know why when we have a fucking kid together
"U...um we need to talk Chris" He nodded his head and moved to the side
"Come on in" I walked passed him and headed straight to his liquor cabinet because lord knows I'm going to need to have a shot or more fucking with this lightskinned devil.
"You came here to talk or drink" He smirked as I put my clutch on his island and popped open a Rose bottle then took a swing out of it without a cup shit this shit might even come home with me
"Chris what happened a couple of nights ago shouldn't have happened I was should've never been out of my element like that" I took another gulp and I sat the bottle on the table
"Yn...I could never in actual reality stay away from you no matter the causes. That night was mind blowing and the fire I thought we didn't have no more was clearly there when I was deep inside you and you was moaning out my name loudly. Our connection has always been strong even when we was blind" He grabbed my hand
"But Chris you're engaged to be married and what I need to be is just the mother of your child and that's it, I shouldn't be creeping with you while you're in another relationship" I tried to pull away but he grabbed my waist and brought me closer to him
"That's the thing Yn you'll never be just a damn baby mom-" Chris was quickly interrupted by banging on the door. We both walked to the front too see police lights outside the door
"What the fuck is all this" Chris looked at me confused
"Shit I wish I knew but how about we find out" I opened the door and there was 2 officers standing there
"How can we help you officer?" I caught their attention
" Are you Ms.(last name)" The officer looked distraught so I began to worry
"Yes I am what's this?" Chris held my hand
"Ma'am we need to bring you some where" I looked at Chris and he looked at me
"Did she do something wrong" Chris responded
"No but we both need to come with us we have disclosed information that's rather better seen than told" We both nodded and followed the police officer to his Beamer and we rushed to wherever they were taken us
About 10 minutes later we pulled up into the front of my house and the forensics were carrying out a gurney with a body bag on top of it and my worst fears were becoming true. I quickly go out the car and ran to the ambulance
"WAIT WAIT PLEASE LET ME SEE WHO THAT IS" my eyes began to swell up with uncontrollable tears
"Ma'am please move" They tried to pull the gurney inside the vehicle but I wouldn't let them
"Please just please let me see who it is" I cried more and their faces turned sympathetic finally they zipped it down to reveal Todrick's face
"NO!! T" I broke down and Chris caught me just in time and I couldn't handle it because if T was gone what the fuck happened to my baby
"WHERE'S MY FUCKING BABY" I screamed
" Ms.Ln this was left for you inside the crime scene we advise you to read it" I was handed the envelope and I took my strength to open it. The letter inside broke my heart even more as I kept on going and going
"Oh my god my baby...Please find my precious baby girl
