I could feel myself choking,
but on what?
I felt myself gasping for air trying to breathe.
So why, if I was in my room?
My throat burned
My head throbbed
My heart pounded
My muscles tensed and I was left in a curled mess of a ball.
I was crying.
I knew I would fuck everything up eventually, but this soon?
I'm a complete mess.
I regret it all.
I can't tell the difference between my own blood and the hair dye strung out all over the bathroom.
I'm sorry my old friend.
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I feel like trigger warnings are in order
theyll be at the top of each chapter
~ Ross X
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.YTPME. >>> joshler
FanfictionJosh is depressed. Hell, if I were him I would be too. He slowly but surely fights off his own 'blurryface' with the assistance of the cutie Tyler, who he has only just met. It's got its ups and downs, but honestly, it may possibly end up okay. tw;...
