A depressed Izaya (shizaya LOVE STORY, BL)

CHAPTER THREE

Shizuo POV:
This was when we first met, wait I can hear his thoughts.
"He can take all of my hatred for humanity. He's the only one who can, he's the only one who understands the feeling to be called a freak or a monster. He understands pain", he heard.
"This is my friend Izaya Orihara", the younger Shinra said.
"Why do you pick out the weirdest of friends"?
"Shinra you didn't tell me your childhood friend is the strongest man in this city".
"Yeah , did I forget to mention that".
" yeah you did, but this is amazing I haven't had the chance of meeting Shizuoka Hewajima , the monster of ikeruburo".
After the talking.......
"Kill me, kill me", Izaya kept thinking.
Another side was telling him to run.
"Izaya is afraid of me"?
Izaya woke up and the memory fades into a puff of black.
"Shizuo, please kill me".
"Why do you want to die"?
"I'm always hated, forever to be alone, no one to share things with, I've been calling you a monster, I'm sorry the truth is that I'm the real monster".
"Izaya".
"Please do me a favor and kill me", he said as he grabbed my hands and put them around his neck.
I looked at his face, he was crying.
"Shinra, Celty, could you leave the room for a minute"?
"Sure".
They left and i took my hands off his neck and lifted this chin.
"You're too vulnerable Izaya", I said before kissing him.
"What the hell, why did you kiss me, Shizuo"?
I kissed him again.
"I don't know why, may be its, because you are so vulnerable right now".
"Wait".
He was blushing.
"Why are you pitying me? You don't like me right, you hate me right"?
"Just shut up and enjoy being loved. Look, all this time I thought you only annoyed me because you hated me. But celty showed me your memories, i heard your thoughts".
"Shizuo".
"You're way full of openings, Izaya".
"Shizuo".
I kissed him again and his eyes started filling with tears.
"Izaya".
"I'm sorry, I just thought i must be dreaming and I must have started to cry".
"Look, I don't hate you at all, can't you see that", I said.
"If you don't hate then what do you think about me"?
"He's dense when it comes stuff like this huh, but i can't blame 10 minutes ago he wanted me to kill him but now he calmed himself down", I thought.
"I like you".
"As a friend"?
"Um not as a friend, as a love interest".
His face lit a full shade of red.
"You're blushing completely".
"I'm embarrassed what do you expect"?
"It's cute".
I was about to kiss him again but Shinra and celty came back.
"Did you calm down some Izaya", Shinra asked.
"Yes, Shizuo calmed me down", Izaya said with a smile.