Thank you guys for all the positivity 💚💙
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So...I just wanted to say that I love you.❤️
But...I'm not in love with you. At least not anymore....
I know you have problems I do too. But one of the things you said. You really can't undo.
I was really happy but now... I'm confused.
The darkness is surrounding me. I really don't know what to do.
I want love. But I don't deserve it.
I want to be happy. But let's not be sappy.
I'm sorry to say. That I may never be the same.
The pain and truth hurts maybe that why we need to up our game. Hearts break. It's nothing new. But does it really hurt and ache for you?
Maybe if I took a deep breath and found out what I knew.
I'd understand that it isn't something new. It's something I've felt. Way down below. Something I hid. Something that will only grow.
I tried so hard to not let it get past. But sometimes it just goes by to fast.
Does my heart ache for someone to love. Or does it ache from who I miss above.
I fell in love well isn't that cliche? But I guess feeling always find a way to stick.
Falling is hard. Falling is tough but don't you worry because it will always be rough.
From now on I will stay strong.
And maybe someday we will get along.
So...I just wanted to say I love you.❤️
But... I'm not in love with you. At least not anymore...
So I guess it's time for me to shut the door.
Love you in a way. Written by Lily. On 8/3/16
Finished @8:48am
