Broken

Chapter 3

I start wandering around the room, trying to keep myself busy to keep me from totally freaking out. I walk  to the big window and try to open it. It opens up with a bit of a struggle beacuse of the small but strong pillars, blocking it from opening completely. I decide to close it again, since the fresh air increase my need to smoke.

I throw myself on the bed, grabbing one of the pillows and screaming in it. Letting all of my anger out by throwing several punches to the soft material, I don't stop until I hear the sound of a stifled laughter coming from behind me. I turn around. AdaLynn is standing outside my door with her hand covering her mouth, keeping herself from laughing out loud. 

"What are you doing?" She says giggling. Her voice is slightly weaker due to the thick glass. 

"Why don't you just shut up and leave me alone?" I speak through gritted teeth. 

"Or..." She picks something out of her pocket. "I could give you these back." She sways my red and white cigarette package from side to side infront of her face. 

"Can you just please leave? I'm not in the mood for this." I fake a smile and gesture her to walk away.

Addie sighs and screams something unhearable to the guards and within seconds the door opens. She closes it behind her and walks over to me, but I refuse to make eyecontact with her.

"Okay, listen..." She sits down on the bed by my side. "I think we went of on the wrong foot-"

"You think?" I sarcastically speak.

"Stop acting like a freaking four-year-old and just listen please?" The raise of her voice caughts me of guard and I quietly nod my head.

"We went off on the wrong foot, you and I, and I apologise for my participation in this." Addie puts her warm hand on the side of my shoulder. "I really want us to work things out since we're gonna spend a lot of time togheter, but to do that I need you to be willing to as well. Okay?" 

"Sure!" I fake a smile at her again before continuing: "When you give me my cigarettes back." I reach my hand out and she places the package in it. 

"I'd be happy to." She smiles at me and I recipreocate the gesture. "I'll leave you alone to look through the papers some more." She pats my shoulder before she leaves. 

I walk up to the window and curl up to the side of it. I take a cigarette out followed by my lighter and throw the package on the floor. I put the filter in my mouth and light it. I drag the thick smoke in, down to my lungs and let the nicotine run out in my blood. I take a few hard, long puffs before putting it out and lighting a new one. The more of the smoke I drag in, the more my mind starts spinning around. And all I can think about is him.

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This is just a fill in chapter! I'm sorry that it's so boring now, but I promise it'll change along the way. 

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