You Put Me In My Darkest Hour (Nathan Sykes FanFic)

Chapter 9

Mariah POV

"I want her dead."

Those words ranged through my head constantly like an on going cycle.

Those words got under my skin making me feel uncontrollable numb. There was a lump forming in my throat making it hard to swallow. My eyes was filled with water interfering with my vision making it blurry.

I licked at my lips and tried to find the words to say but only one word came crawling out my mouth, "Why?" He pushed pasted Nathan with a playful smirk on his face. He stood in front of me pinning me to the wall, he dipped his head down and pressed his lips to my ear, "Babe I can't answer that now because I don't have the answer. When I have the answer to that question I'll be back." His lip softly hit the surface of the skin on my neck making me gasp.

He pulled away and gave a grin, "See you later beautiful." He pulled his left eyelid down in a wink before turning around, "I think our business here is done boys." His mates nodded before putting their guns in the waistbands of their pants and following after Zayn.

Zayn opened the door allowing his mates to shuffle out the room he turned to us to give us his last words, "Until next time."

And then he left.

After hearing the slamming of the door my body sunk down onto the floor. My body was trembling as I look up at Nathan hot tears steaming down my now paled face. His face was emotionless as he just stood there staring down at me. I looked around to see Leslie and Jessinia sobbing. While Michel and Harry held their face in the palm of their hands.

If there was a depression meter in this house I'm pretty sure it would of sky rocketed. The room was complete silent to me as I zoned out. The only thing that could be heard in my ears was the thumbing sound of my heart beating rapidly in my rib cage. I was sure it was ready to explode.

I brought my knees up to my chest and rock back and forth sobbing. I jumped a little when I felt strong arms wrap around my body lifting me off the ground. I arched my head up to have my eyes be locked with Nathan's green orbs.

Even though I tried to quit my sobbing it seem to grow worse. I buried my face in his chest and just released all my tears and possibly snot into his shirt. My body slightly bounce as Nathan carried me. It bounce more as I assumed we were going up the stairs.

It wasnt long before I felt my body being place on a soft comfortable surface.

Our bed.

Nathan crawled in beside me wrapping a securing arm around my waist and pulling me close. I squezzed my eyes tight not wanting to be meet with his. A swirl of guilt was building in my making me to just.....die. Seeing Nathan go through all this madness was my fault, I don't want him to miss out on fun or happiness because of me.

"Nathan you can do so much better." I spoke keeping my eyes locked down. I felt Nathan grip on my waist grow tighter. I continue to keep my eyes close knowing that he wanted me to open. I could fell his gaze burning holes onto my eyelid.

Something soft, plump, and wet pressed against my lips. My eyes fluttered open to see Nathan eyes closed while his lip was locked to mine. His lips moved causing mine to move with his. The kiss was slow but it sped up as our tongues wrestle around. Weight was pressured onto my hips as Nathan sat on me never breaking the kiss.

All the guilt that was once placed at the pit of my stomach was slowly fading away as I felt myself falling deeper, and deeper into the kiss. It was like Nathan was doing this on purpose for a distraction.