video log || lee jihoon

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march 11th, 2011.

I'm so sad. I'm so so sad.
I'll never find anyone who understands.
I can't breathe for the whole day until I step into my room,
and even then I feel the same.
Actually I feel worse because I have to open this stupid camcorder and talk about it.
I feel like I'm trapped in a cage and everyone looks at me
and looks at me
and when they try to talk to me
I can't reply.
Whichever door I enter theres going to be a dead end and another door.
And if I try entering the other door there's another dead end.
someone save me already.
God, I'm sorry I have to show my face like this.
I look so ugly right now.
I hate saying this but I can feel my eyes burn.
I'm such a weak person.

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