Twists & Turns (A Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 2-Harry

Chapter 2- Harry

Taylor has been on my mind, but not as much as before because I am distracted with other things I have to get done. Taylor..... Taylor Swift.... Taylor Alison Swift.... I am still in the process of getting over her. We leave for Australia in 3 months and we have the new album coming out soon. We had a lot of meetings, interviews for magazines and TV shows lately, and promotional commercials for our merchandise. Also, a lot of rehearsal time to practice the songs before the tour. The sores all over my body show how much work we have done. I moan when I get out of bed and I am usually the last to get out of bed. I love being famous, but there are consequences that many, including myself condone. Consequences. We have a lot going on but Taylor still lingers in my mind. Taylor.

I have been going to the bar more and more lately. All of the bartenders of the bar I usually go to now know me and my orders. I guess I have been depressed more and more often. I call Liam to come pick me up and I am a lonely drunk as usual. The boys are worried about my drinking problem when they really should not be. I get that care for me like a brother and their best friend, but they shouldn't worry about me. I am still getting over heartbreak. Can't they respect that?

This morning, I woke with a headache and I was on the floor in my room. The start of the hangover.... great... The sarcastic voice says in my head. I do not know what happened last night and all I remember is I went to the bar and Liam picked me up last night. I don't remember all the little details, that's all. I see tablets and a glass of water. Liam probably put the water and the tablets out for me. I put the pills in my mouth and I drank the water down quickly. At least we do not have to do anything today because I do not feel like doing especially with this hangover. Honestly, I rather lay in bed all day than do anything. I haven't been wanting to do anything since the breakup. When we don't work, I don't shower or do anything. I stay in the hole which is known as my room.

I get up and I look for the lads. I see my phone on the counter and I have received 4 texts. The screen is bright for my eyes. I dim the screen and started reading the texts. All of the messages are from the lads.

NIALL: I am out buying food and going to Josh's later.

LOUIS: I am spending the day with Eleanor. I will be back later.

ZAYN: I am spending time with Perrie and my family today. I should be home around midnight.

LIAM: Spending time with Sophia. Be home later.

Okay, so I don't have to deal with anyone today. I put my phone back on the counter and go into the living room. I turn on the telly and I see a gossip show on and they are showing pictures of Taylor and me in New York a couple of months ago and they were confirming the breakup. You got to be kidding? The breakup was months ago and they are just confirming it now. Who made them the ruler of the country to say so? They have no idea what happened between her and I. These kinds of shows get me mad because they always insinuate what happened and they do not have a flipping clue and that's why I never watch the shows. No flipping idea. I turn off the telly and throw the remote at the telly. The fans are happy that I am single again and have become more possessive to be theirs. Very possessive. They even created ship names for them and I. Ship Hessa (Tessa and Harry)! Ship Larry! I read the tweets on my mobile. I have read their tweets and I have seen fights over the internet about who gets to have me. Seriously? I am not a puppy in the pound that you can adopt. I am a human being and I will be happy with the person I want to be with. Exactly. I think having girls like that to get to my head sometimes. Sometimes?

I lay around the house for a couple of hours and do nothing. I am afraid to eat anything because I will throw up later. I'm not in the mood to get sick today. I also I don't want someone to clean up after me like many of the guys have done before. I ate some crackers and drank a lot of water today to make sure I do not get dehydrated. I don't want to go to the hospital due to dehydration, that's the last thing I need.