Twists & Turns (A Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 32-Summer

Chapter 32- Summer

I wake up to a slam of a door. I fell asleep on the floor again with the novel next to me. I was tossing and turning all night, feeling guilty because the disperse that happened yesterday between Harry and I. I groan and look at the time. It is eight o'clock in the morning and I still feel guilty for getting him upset. He also got me upset and I want to forgive him. I want to say sorry for my actions. I tend to be jealous type because I care. Sometimes I care too much. Am I wrong?

I can't help being jealous because it's in my nature. I'm one of those people who overreact about the small things and get mad because of jealousy. My little green monster always gets in the way when things run smoothly. The envy that is inside me tends to ruin things which were the reasons why I stayed away relationships besides the past and trust issues I've had. I would get too close and fall too hard and then I get mad over nothing. I tend to react dramatically over something very small like who took the last English muffin at breakfast.

I go downstairs and no one was there. It was quiet, too quiet. I go to the garage and head into my mum's art space. "Mum," I whispered. She was asleep. I gently shook her and she jumped, flinging blue paint everywhere including my face. "Sorry, I had inspiration so I woke up and came out here. I ended up falling asleep and here we are. Happy Thanksgiving by the way!" She said excitedly, giving me a hug. Thanksgiving is today? Today is the day that I wanted to introduce Harry to the family. Technically, Thanksgiving Day is next week and I don't have break for that long so we planned doing it the week before.

"Yeah, you too. Where are Harry and dad?" I asked. "Oh, they went to the airport last night. Apparently, Harry got a phone call to go to L.A. early because they were having technical issues for Saturday and the management asked them both to go there. Your father knows about sound mechanic stuff since it was his first job in the music industry." She explains. "Oh," was all I could manage to say.

They left? No goodbyes? They left and there were no sorrys or goodbyes. I wish I saw them last night and I wish that none of this happened. "Oh, we are leaving for Uncle Larry's soon. We need to get ready." She said, walking out and leaving me in the room. I walk outside into the tree house and go inside. There were so many memories. My hands traced the frames and the walls as I wandered around the room.

"Reminiscing, huh?" Someone said. I turn around and it was Marie or I should say Eve. "Hi," I said calmly, but sternly. I turned back to the pictures on the wall and some were on the floor. I picked some of them and she was right next to me, picking some up and handing them to me. I nodded and put them back on the wall. "You have every right to be mad and I'm sorry that I didn't do anything. If that was any other girl with my boyfriend, Bobby, I would have kicked her ass and then his. You should know by now." She said with seriousness in her eyes. I chuckled at the comment.

I was never mad. I was jealous of Harry thinking that he could do anything with any girl and think that I wouldn't care. His thought process is bloody wrong. I dragged her into the madness of our relationship. Harry got her involved instead of asking me what happened with Nate. Nothing happened and everyone knows that except for Harry. Harry.... Harry didn't know about it because I didn't expect him to be here and he didn't trust me. He didn't believe him when I told him the truth. Did he never believe a word I said? I believed him, but he was fighting fire with fire because he thought it was a way to get him jealous. I really do like Harry and Nate will only be a brother to me because we have known each other for so long and it would be considered awkward.

"I was never mad at you. You know how I can be. I can be very jealous and then I overreact and take it out on others. I'm sorry. Friends?" I asked, extending my hand. She shoves my hand away and tackles me into a hug. "No, we aren't friends. We are best friends for life and sisters always." She said. I smile and tug her into the house. "C'mon I need someone to help me look my best." I said and she smiled. I got on her back and we both ran to the house. We laughed the whole way to the house.