~The Next day~
G's POV
"Why do you keep bothering that poor kid across the street?" Matt asks me.
"I don't know. Something about him makes me want him." I tell him. I really can't explain. I feel like I have some kind of connection with him even if it doesn't seem like it.
"I don't think he likes you back." Matt scoffs as he walks away from me.
I don't know. Maybe I'll break through to him. He seems damaged and looks like a beat puppy.
He promised to come over today and I'm gonna drag him over here if I have to. I want to know him. I want to know what he likes, hates, eat, if he wants to have a Disney movie marathon? There's so many questions.
I walk to the front door and see Jack through my shutters. He's just sitting on the grass playing with the fallen leaves.
He looks like an innocent child just minding his own business and ignoring the world. Cute.
I walk out and sit next to him. He doesn't notice me when i sit so I try to push my limits. I sat behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist and hugged him.
JJ POV
Should I?
Should I really?
Do I really want it to happen?
I'm just debating rather not to actually let Jack in. I don't want to get hurt but what if he's different?
Today felt nice. The soft autumn breeze and the leaves falling looks/feels pleasing, so I'm sitting on my front yard just playing with leaves making up my mind.
I want to love again. I really do but I'm so scared.
I'm scared of not enough for him. I'm scared of him leaving me. I'm scared of being alone forever.
Even if he doesn't want to be more than friends, I don't think I can just be friends with him. He's too good looking. Plus I'm not even sure if he actually like guys like that.
My thoughts are interrupted when I felt a warm body behind me. I don't react quickly, I just kinda enjoy it for a second before the thought of it being a rapist come across my brain. I scramble away from them and turn. I calm down a little when I see that it's only Jack.
"You scared the living crap out of me!" I said kinda recollecting my thoughts.
He chuckles a hardy laugh and apologized. His laughter is intoxicating.
"What were you thinking about?" He asks me playing with some dead leaves.
Do I tell him and potentially scare him off or do I come up with a lie?
I kinda want to tell him to be honest.
I'm gonna turn a new leaf and be up front with my feelings now. It's completely not my character but it's time for change.
I open my mouth and before i even start I see blood coming down Jack's nose.
"Oh my god! Your nose is bleeding a lot!" I panic a little.
He chuckles and tilt his head forward. "Yeah this happens a lot." He says
I go up to him and get him and bring him in my house. He needs to be cleaned up.
I bring him to my personal restroom and sit him down on my toilet.
"Nice restroom." He says just admiring my black and red theme.
"I don't know. It's kind of too dark. I wanna change." I say while I get a small rag from my linen closet.
I go up to him and just dab his blood from his nose.
"Try white and gold. It's a nice mixture and since you have a window you can leave that open." He suggests as I continue to clean him.
This is weird. There's a cute guy in my restroom and we're talking about my restroom decore.
"Why would I leave my window open? Somebody could see me showering and see me pee-pee." I laugh
"I wouldn't mind seeing that." I hear him say under his breathe.
"Okay, we're done." I say patting his shoulder. I throw the rag into the hamper and wash my hands.
"Thanks." He says getting up.
I look up at the mirror and notice he has blood on his shirt.
"You have blood on your shirt." I says while finishing up with my hands.
He looks down and notice it immediately. Before thinking he takes off his shirt.
Oh god what is happening?
"Is blood hard to get out?" He asks looking at me.
I'm too busy staring at his abs to notice his question at first.
I guess he noticed me staring and smirked. "You like?" He says rubbing his abs.
I just shake my head and walk to my room.
I can't believe that just happened. That was kind of hot and I'm kind of turned on.
I grab him one of my big sweaters and go back to the restroom.
When I walk in I froze immediately.
"What are these?" He asks holding my box of razors.
Hola
I'm back.
Again
For like the 1000000000000th time
So idk if y'all know but I lost all interest in these fandoms, but I will finish these books
Plus I've never noticed how much of a mess this story is, so I'm just winging it. It's gonna be total crap😂😂😂
Another thing!
I plan on making some more books but not with these fandoms. It's all gonna be original content.
Would y'all be interested in that?
TBH I have a lot of story ideas but no outlet so I'm gonna spit out here.
The stories are gonna still be very "me" if you will. Nothing is going to change except the characters.
If you might be interested, tell me and I'll upload a new book
Alright bye!
