Snapchat // Dolan Twins

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I went to the address that was sent to me, and I just stood there, thinking what the fuck was I doing. I was there, with their keys on my hand, thinking and thinking. I couldn't let someone fuck up my friendship with Grayson, I need him too much. I dropped the keys, turned around and walked out.

Grayson - Hey baby, where were you?

Alex - I needed some fresh air

Grayson - Is everything okay?

Alex - Yes, it is

Grayson - Al, we know each other for a long time now, and I really like you

Alex - Yes ... ?

Grayson - You are so intelligent, beautiful and you are my best friend, I can trust you with anything

Alex - What are you trying to say Gray? You're scaring me.

Grayson - Go on a date with me tonight

Alex - A date? Gray, I really like you but

Grayson - But what? I'm just asking for a dinner, on a restaurant, give us a chance please

Alex - You are a crazy piece of shit

Grayson - I'll pick you up at 8, I'm going home to change my clothes, see ya

Alex - See ya

I am so fucking nervous, you can't imagine. I like him, that's not the problem. The problem is that I lied to him, how could we be in a relationship without honesty? I can't tell him what I did, so this is the only secret I'll have, I just need to forget what happened.