My Only Sunshine {Solangelo AU}

Random Stranger

{AYE AYE someone told my to update so I shall. Hehe this was supposed to be for fun so I feel good that at least one person wants to read this. And I love writing Solangelo SO LETS GET STARTED}
Will's POV
I woke up first.
And I was already blushing. Come on, Will! How could you do this. You prevert. You old stinky prevert. You're even thinking to yourself and getting responses back you weirdo.
I admired Nico sleeping.
IN MY ARMS.
All I could do really was stare.
He seemed so....relaxed.
Peaceful
Calm
Happy....
I couldn't dare to wake him up. He just looked so.....ahhhh Will stop it.
I sighed.
I replayed everything that happened yesterday.
Running away
Cutting
Crying
Nico. Oh Nico. I wonder what he has gone through. I don't want to ask. Well I do, but I bet he wouldn't tell me anything. Why would he even tell me? Im just some random stranger he met yesterday.
A random stranger who cut himself for him.
A random stranger who tried to tell everything would be okay.
A random stranger who would take care of him.
A random stranger who was as broken as him.
A random stranger who was STILL HOLDING HIM IN HIS ARMS.
Goddammit Will. If he wakes up it would be very awkward. Should I just push him away? Ah no he would probably wake up. Waiting isn't gonna do any good for me. I'll just...um..i don't know. If I wake him up it's not any better. So I just laid there.
After everything that happened yesterday, I was exhausted. But the thing that bothered me most was out future. Nico and I, had both ran away from home. We have no place to go back to. I'm only 16...and Nico doesn't seem that younger than me. Dammit I didn't think this through. I could try to get a job...? But I'm a dropout, like they would accept me. But it's worth a try. If I don't try, Nico and I will certainly starve to death or something. At least we have each other. I don't know how Nico feels but I'm very happy that I have Nico. If I was going through this alone, I would be a dead man. But I do wonder how Nico feels about this situation. He probably hasn't have enough time to even think about it. Yesterday must of been tiring for him. I sighed.
Get up. You're hurting your brain thinking about all these things. Problems aren't solved by just thinking about them. I gently pushed Nico off. Thank goodness he didn't wake up. All that fuss about him waking up for nothing.
We were still in this rundown bathroom. It was horrible. The walls were peeling off, as if they were trying to reach out to me. The sinks were obviously racist because they were half white, half brown. Let's not even start with the stalls. I didn't know what to do. There was nothing to do. I started at myself in the mirror.
"You look like shit, Solace"
Then I remembered my arms.
I looked at them.
Ugly
Ugly scars.
I did this for someone I didn't even know.
No matter how sad I was.
No matter how depressed I was.
No matter how badly I wanted to suicide.
I never once cut myself.
I just couldn't bring myself to do it.
I laughed at myself. And you call yourself suicidal huh? When you can't even bear the pain of a razor. It was hard to say if that was a good thing or a bad thing. Yesterday though...I cut myself for the first time. I had to do something though? If I wasn't there...if I didn't do that..would Nico be dead right now? Stop it Will. Don't think about that. It didn't happen. You know you will make sure that Nico has a good life. Poor kid suffered a lot probably. Just by looking at him you can see the sadness in his eyes. I hope he tells me. It must be hard though. The state I saw him last night must mean he had a hard life. I could feel myself tearing up. Come on be a man.
How long have I been awake? It feels like a lifetime.
As thought that, I heard someone groan.
It seems sleeping beauty as woken up.
{Fak sorry this is so short. 1) I wanted to show how Will feels about the situation :3 2) I hardly have time. My mom takes away my phone everyday, so I only get two hours to write. But I like to watch anime and i'm so torn. But I swear you'll see longer ones! Thanks for reading}