Bleeding Love

Chapter Uno

Sorayah

"So you just gon stand there and not answer my fuckin question? Why the fuck you didn't answer my call the first time I called you? You with ya little side nigga huh Ray ?"

"I- I was with ish and th-the girls and I didn't think it would important."

"Oh you thought it wouldn't be important huh?"

I nodded my head a yes as I looked down at the hard wood floor.Tears was sliding down my face as I cried silently to myself. I was too afraid to look at him in his face,that always held anger in it. He had me cornered in our luxurious living room near our engagement pictures,which was now shattered on the floor.

"Ray look at me..Look at me god dammit!"

By now he had me pinned down against the white walls with his hand around my neck. I try to gasp for air as he tighten his grip around my pale neck. I cried and yelped for him to let go. I couldn't breath and my feet was no longer touching the ground.

"Don't play with my Sorayah! I don't give a fuck about you spending time with your sister and her kids. The next time I call you answer you betta answer yo damn phone babey. Understood ?"

I couldn't answer him, I was focused on trying to breath. He only tighten his grip on me and slammed me against the wall harder than he did ever did. I yelped out in pain.

"I said do you understood?!"

He slammed me again but only this time the side of my face was pressed against the wall. I felt him trace his thumb down my jaw and neck. Pressing my side against the wall. I felt more pain than I did before. I nodded my hair and kicked my legs and feet.

"Though so dumb bitch."

And just like that my body landed hard on the cold hard wood floor. I gasped and cried in pain as I attempt to catch my breath. He only looked me with with no remorse whatsoever. He didn't care if I was pain or not or whether if I could breath.

"Ray your only making this hard on yourself Babygirl. You know I love you and I would do anything for you. But sometimes you just piss me off for no reason. Clean this glass up and put our pictures in another frame. "

I could only nod my head since I was slowly catching my breath back. Tears was still running down my face, landing on the floor.

" Stop all that crying you know I'm sorry and I didn't mean it"

"Yeah I know you didn't mean to."

I lied to myself.

" Good so stop cryin-matter of fact no let me make love to you Babygirl."

" N-No thank you I n-need to get this up before the dogs get inside "

"Fuck the glass baby, get up so we can go upstairs."

He tells me as he yank me to stand up by my upper arm.

"No I forgive you. I don't feel like it tonight. Besides we have been having sex everyday."

"So what? Your mine I own you."

He says as he lead upstairs I held tightly onto the railing. I didn't want to go upstairs and make love. That's the reason why I'm in the situation I am in now.