Mother, Father I know it's hard.
Just,please believe, I'm only me.
You get mad and cry,sickened inside.
But when is love never enough.
I tried to be perfect. But, no one could see.
I didn't want this to be, what can i say?
I cant change who i am, i try everyday.
Try to be who you want, you desire and plead..
Trust me, im trying. It gets hard through the days.
Sorrow and pain, you cant seem to praise.
I feel invisible too you, see me please?
I do want help, It's a crisis in time.
You don't understand, my problems and all.
probably because their all inside,bottled up in the mind.
Anorexia, bulimia, suicide and bullying.
Nothing but names with a story too please and place.
You don't understand, how do i read?
Paint a smile on my face,plastered with greed.
When your gone i'll stray by your bed,
counting the words i never said.
You wont ever know but times always changing.
When your up high you'll look down and pray.
Why did I not listen? i just wanted her to be perfect,better then me.
But mom,dad, now you see.
I wont please you because I'm only me.
