CIWON IDANUNA 18
[05:47 PM, 04-Aug-16]
by Benaxir Omar
1️⃣8️⃣ CIWON IDANUNA
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BENAXIR OMAR
Ba tare da ya kalleni ba yajuya yafice nikuwa na tsugunna na tattara wayan sannan na koma daki, bakin ciki da takaici wayata mai uban tsada ya kama ya fasamin wallahi zai ga madarar rashin mutunci, zuciyata ta cigaba da kuna shi kuwa ban kara ganinsa ba aranan.
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BAYAN SHEKARA DAYA Lafiya akace uwar jiki toh haka ta kasance dani, domin kwanciyar hankali na samu nayi bulbul kwata kwata bana da damuwa, na so shiganakaranta, don har transfer na nema anma bansamu ba domin cgpa na ya sauka sosai, American university dinsu na cika , gashi kuma archictecture and art desighn shima almost shekara biyar, Ammi tace na bari kawai tunda mun kusa dawowa nja,don haka sai dai na raka Ammi shago, muyi yawo mu ga duniya , shakuwar dake tsakanina da Fahad ya zama hatta abinci tare mukeci, bana ci idan baya nan safe idan yafita aiki haka nake zama jugum sai dai mu wuni muna chatting, wani lokacin har skype mukeyi , ni nake gyra masa daki sannan na wanke masa a machine idan sunyi datti mu hada akai guga, yayuna kuma mu kanyi waya dasu, su hajiyati da Abamama duk hankalinsu ya kwanta ganin ina cikin kwanciyan hankali, alokacin har na fara jin haushin kaina , meye na gani ajikin Hamma? idan kammanine gashinan sak ajikin Fahad , hallayar da nake nema ajikin namiji kuwa shima gashinan, saukin kai, kyauta, fara'a ga ilmin addini domin Fahad har karatu yana kara min, duk munayi to ahaka na shaku dashi shakuwan da yasa na kanyi sati biyu zuwa uku ban tuna da Hamma Aliyu ba, ga Adduoi da Hajiyati da Abamama suka dade suna min , Hajiyati kam saukan alqurani ta saka aka rinka min Alhamdulilah na dawo asalin Nadrah ta, kwanciyan hankali saikuma maraicin uwa duk banyi shi ba sai dai na tuna da ita.
****** Mijin Ammi ya gama aikin da yazo, don haka tuni muka tattaro muka dawo gida nja, gidansu na bauchi kerarriya a gra wanda duk wanda zai wuce gidan dole ya juyo yakara ganin wannan gidan, mun tarar da gidan tsaf tsaf ga mamakina na ga Amrah da wata dattijuwa yar gayu daga gani ita ta haifi Amrah, na gaisheta tana da fara'a sosai naga sai barkwanci sukeyi abun yaban mamaki sosai, sun san juna ne? sannan aina suka san juna da su Ammi? na kalli Fido na ce mata "meye alakarsu? " abun ya matukar bata dariya, don haka sai kawai tace " ki bincika da kanki zaki sani" nayi mamakin ganin gidan, domin kuwa kowa da dakinta nida fido sai dai fanninmu daya ne, haka sauran yaran Ammi. kayan mu kawai muka ajiye amma gidan babu abunda babu, sanin garin fiye da Fido yasa muka fito da ita na tambayi Ammi mota ta kuma bamu akan zamu je ko jifatu mu siyo abubuwan da muke bukata su tootthbrush da sauransu, sanye da abaya duk muka fito munyi matukar kyau idan aka cire kyan fatanmu da kuma kyalli da mukeyi , duk inda muka wuce sai an juyo an kalle mu, muka shiga cikin jifatu muka tsinci abubuwan da zai mana amfani , sannan muka fito muka dawo gida, shigowar motata yayi dai dai da lokacin shigowar motarshi , Gabana ne ya tsinke ya fadi haka kawai amma kuma murmushi ne a fuskata, sauke glass din motar yayi ganin fido yana murmushi ita kuwa tace "Cousin!" annurin fiskata gaba daya naji ta dauke don sai alokacin na tabbatar da cewa ba fahad bane Hamma ne, hannuna na rawa na dawo baya kadan duk da glass din dake idona baisa na gagara mishi kallon muzurai ba, suka gaisa da fido sannan ya juyo yace " daga ina?" tace " mun fito jifatu" kallona yayi amma jikina ya na bani baigane ni ba to ko ya ganeni ma kadan daga aikinsa yayi banza dani, ya ja yawuce nima na shige ciki , ina shirin parking motan tace " baki gane shi bane?"
"na ganeshi mana"
" na ga kin shareshi"
" banda case da shi"
mamakine ya ciko fuskanta don dai tasan cewa inba mafarki take ba hotonsa nake damunta ada dashi nace inasonshi, tasan tarihin soyayyata bawai bata sani bane, gashi ina nema na raina mata hankali.
Har dare ban ga Fahad ba nima dama na gaji sosai don haka wanka nayi na sauko kasa gun Ammi tana kan dinning tana gyra plate na ce mata "Ammi meye alakar Fahad da Hamma?" ba taso na mata wannan tambayan ba don haka ajiye cokalin hannunta tayi sannan tace " Nadrah! dawowan mu banso shi ba saboda ke, nayi iya kokarina na hana fido ko duk wani acikinsu su fada miki wani abu dangane da Aliyu, tunda ga halin da kike shiga akansa don haka kawai kiyi hakuri kibar maganan nan kicire ranki kinga kin samu lafiya yanzu hankalin kowa ya kwanta, Abamama ma baya garine da kin ganshi yanzu amma su kamal ma suna tahowa don haka bana so ki tayar musu da hankali" na gane me take nufi don haka kawai nace mata " wallahi Ammi na hakura da Hamma , na daina sonshi ni yanzu ba ruwana na miki alkwarin ba zakiji wani matsala a tattare da ni ba, don Allah ki fadamin kinga yanzu na ganshi a waje, kuma ban kulashi ba"
"Nasan zaki yi mamakin kammaninsa, kammaninsa da Fahad yayi yawa, duk da cewa kanin Babansu fido ne wannan kam kin sani ai amma da Hameed tofi wato mahaifin Aliyu da kuma Babansu fido,Uncle Usman, da Fahad uwarsu daya Ubansu daya, ma'ana dai a takaice Fahad yana matsayin Bappah wa Aliyu" tsananin mamaki ya kamani, haba mana dole mana, kammanin yayi yawa ace kuma munyi zaman sama da shekara amma ba'ataba fada mun ba, lallaima Ammi sannunta da kokari, na girgiza kai cikin mamaki sannan nace "Ammi da gaske kar ki damu ni dai ba zaki kara jin wani abu daga gareni ba" ina gama fadin haka na mike na koma daki ina tsananin tunani duk da cewa ina jin dar-dar araina ayanzu shakuwar da nayi da Fahad yafi karfin tunanin mutum, akashi dari cikin son da nakeyi wa Hamma kashi 60 yanzu wa Fahad nake wa, Allah ya gani yanzu son da nake masa ba kaman da ba, na manta da al'amarinsa duk godiya wa Allah da taimakon adduan yan'uwa yasa yanzu ni kaina na huta. damuwata da addua'na shine tunda ina cikin kwanciyan hankali Allah yasa na dauwama ahaka tunda ni ban iya controlling love life dina ba, Ashe ni kam Nadrah ina nawa Allah na nashi tashin hankali rikici da kuma damuwa na dawo cikinta kenan.
(zan ci gaba insha Alah jibi, kada ku manta its a true life
