The return of Blurryface

The memories all come back. I see the visions, why? I lay, my heart pounds, he's in my head again, why? I breath deep and close my eyes, my ribs and ankles ache . My breath soothing as I think, I think about his laugh, his smile, way he looks..... Snap out Of it your not pretty no one will ever like you. You know it too. All the wrongs you've done in your life, how could he ever forgive you if he found out the truth. Now my stomach tightens and I take shorter breaths. I keep closing my eyes so I don't have to see the lights. The room tightens around me, I dart my eyes around. There he is....Blurryface. He got into my head again, and there's not turning back.
"You will never get someone to love you stupid girl" he snarls
" NO STOP GO AWAY"
"Your wrong, I will never go away! I will always be here. Waiting for the right moment to inundate your mind. I've made you feel diminutive and I will always stay relentless . No matter what that other side of you says .I'll be waiting......"
Hyperventilating, I clung to my heart. My migraine comes back. It's too late, he's right. He will always win...... Blurryface is back and is here to stay.