I feel sick and confused, I haven't ate and I refuse to. My fingers are shaking with fear, I don't know why I'm scared. I have butterflies, my head keeps going around in circles and I feel wozzy. I care more about people than myself, I care about Jhad, Josh, isa, nico, geo, nikky, scarlet, dark, jason, Shane, and more. The fear of losing them haunts me...... Everyday.
