The two of us; Namjoon

Chapter 8

Rain drops falling down slowly turning into rain.

I opened the car door and got out of NamJoon's car.
"Thanks NamJoon" i said closing the door.

He got out of his car and grabs my hand tightly.

The both of us soaking wet.
"Stop" he said "You'll get sick"

I pushed his hand away.
"Can you please leave me alone?!" I yelled at him

"Why cant you understand that i have feelings for you?"

"Are you saying you have no feelings for me?"

"Yes" i said into his face

"Did you ever take a moment to take in the fact that you dont know anything about me"

"You give me all of your love but you know i can't accept this love that will just kill me"

Tears forming and dripping down my face.

He finally let go of my hand.

10:46pm

NamJoon: Karla?

NamJoon: Can we talk about what happened?

NamJoon: Im sorry

Karla: NamJoon please leave me alone

Karla: Can we just forget about this and be friends like before?

NamJoon: I cant be friends with the person i love

Karla last seen 10:55pm

"Please dont leave me" i said kneeling on my knees grabbing his hands.

"Lets go of me. Your crazy" he said spitting next to me

"You said you love me" i cried

"I found someone better ok?" He said walking out of my life

I sat up straight in my bed remembering the times i had with my ex.

That is why i cant accept NamJoon. I dont trust men anymore, not even one of them.

Although i have feelings for him, he will just leave me in the end.

I opened my curtains letting the sunshine flow in my room.

Outside stood a guy. NamJoon . Leaning on his car.

I got ready and put my makeup on. As i got out he said "Good morning"

"Get in. You dont want to be late"

In the car

"So friend to friend talk. How are you?" He asked me in a friendly tone.

"I'm fine"

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"What?"

"You said i dont know anything about you. So tell me everything"

"I was born in Korea. Then i lived in Britain for like 7 years. My parents divorced when i was 9. My dad left me and my older brother on the streets of london. My brother took care of me and begged for money. He eventually got a job and bought a house"

"I sang for money. My brother passed away last year due to cancer. I on the other hand met a guy. He was everything to me-"

"Did he leave you?"

"Yes. He left me for another girl"

"I moved back to Korea to start my singing career but then every single aspect of me that didn't want to trust men changed"

" I met you. A guy who would do anything to show his love. I just dont want to be betrayed again. That feeling of-"

"Karla i love you

"I know that but-"

He stopped me with his kiss.
This time i didn't pull away. This time it was real.

"Dont cry" i said pulling her into my arms

"I wont leave you. Just let me love you"

"NamJoon i love you but-"

"Dont say it" i said cutting her off

"I will love you Karla until i die. I will give you all my trust until there is nothing left of me"

"Just please give me a chance"

" I'm sorry for wasting your time NamJoon. I am sorry for making you put up with my attitude. I'm sorry I'm alive."

"I'm sorry, i cant love you