{Harry's POV}
I laid back on my bed starring at the ceiling trying to not think about what Niall was doing with Ian at his house. I know that Niall remembers him. I hate it to be honest, but I dont want to fight with him like I said. I dont know what I'm doing though. I want my Kitten back. More than anything in this world right now. I miss him. I miss us.
I pushed myself off the bed and walked out onto my balcony knowing that I needed the air. These past few weeks have been filled with stress and fucking headaches. I cant be mad at anyone but myself though. This was my fault. I should have fucking strapped Niall in when I had the chance. Ever since then I've had nightmares. Of what would have happened if Niall wouldnt have been saved from the car. If he would have drowned.
I wiped a small tear that escaped my eye and took a deep breath. There was a small knock on my front door making me look over the edge of the blacony.
"Niall" I said making him look up at me
"Hey" he waved
"What are you doing here Kit- Niall"
"Can we talk?"
"Sure. I'll be right down" I smiled walking back into my room and out the door. I walked down the steps going to the door and opening it. "Hey Niall"
"Hi Harry" he smiled
"Are you ok...How did you get here?"
"I walked"
"Oh well come on in. You wanted to talk yeah?"
"Yeah I did" he said walking past me and into the house. I shut the door behind us and walked over to the couch patting for Niall to sit next to me.
He starred at the seat for a while before actually sitting down in front of me.
"So.."
"I almost did something really stupid with Ian" he rushed out
"W-What were you going to do?" I asked scared of what his answer would be
"I almost kissed him.."
"What! Why"
"I was confused. I-I thought if I kissed him either all the feelings I had toward you would come rushing back or something" he explained
Wait...
"You want those feelings to come back?" I asked a sense of hope in my voice
"I do...I can't explain it."
"Niall" I said scooting closer to him. He didn't respond to me as he continued to stare back at me. "Tell me to stop" I whisper leaning in closer to him.
I heard his breath hitch the closer I got and I stopped. I couldn't force this. As much as I want to feel his lips on mine I can't do it.
"Im sorry" I sighed running my fingers through my hair
"D-Dont be" he stammered
"Im glad you didn't kiss Ian" I admitted
"I figured you would be"
"Well uh my mum is coming home soon, and it's getting pretty dark out. Would you like to stay here?"
"I cant. My mum says I need to start with more research for college and that. So I need to be home. Can you walk me home though?"
"It would be my pleasure Kit- Niall"
I seriously need to work on that.
He smiled a bit standing up and I followed him out the door. He waited outside for me to lock the door and soon we were walking towards his house.
We stayed in silence until I couldn't take it anymore.
"Niall"
"Yes Harry"
"You know I'd never hurt you right?"
"Yes...I know"
I smiled hearing that and walked Niall up to his doorstep. We stood there for a second waiting for Niall to find his key. Once he had opened the door.
"Good night Harry" Niall smiled
"Night Niall"
"I'll see you tomorrow"
"Alright I lov-" I stopped myself and saw Niall give me a weak smile.
He walked inside shutting the door behind him. I turned around back towards the street only to hear the door open again.
"Niall" I said turning back around
"At school...do people know about us or.the crash?"
"No..they may know of the crash but no one knows that I'm gay but the boys."
"Alright. Good night again" he smiled at me
"Night Nialler" I said turning around and walking down the driveway. I stuffed my hands in my pockets walking all the way home. I heard a noise behind me making me stop and turn back around. I couldnt see anything in the midst of the darkness. I shrugged turning back around and continued on my walk home.
I was about 10 minutes away from my house when suddenly I was pushed down into the grass. What the fuck just happed? I sat up looking around again not seeing anyone and then 3 figures made their way towards me.
I blinked a few times unsure of what I was seeing until a clear face came into view.
"Miss me Harry" I heard Sean chuckle
{Niall's POV}
"Niall wake up" I heard my mum say the next morning. I groaned pushing myself out of bed and got out of bed. I walked into my barthroom taking a nice shower and walked out to get dressed. I grabbed my phone and my book bag and walked down the steps.
"Niall" I heard my mum say from the kitchen
"Yeah" I said walking in there and grabbing an orange
"You shouldnt go to school today"
"Why?"
"Because you need to go see Harry" she whispered
"I'll see him at school though"
"No you wont. He wont be there"
"Why not?"
"Just go to his house and see him. I know he would want you there" she sighed.
"O-OK" I nodded putting the orange down and walking towards the door. I opened it looking up at the dark sky and sighed. I dont know what's going on but I know it's not good. I pulled my hood on and jogged to Harry's house.
I made it there in 20 minutes and stood on the doorstep for a second. What could have happened to him? I took a deep breath and knocked on the door.
The door opened a bit and I saw that Liam had answered the door. I took a step back from him and tried to keep my breathing down. I still wasnt comfortable around the other boys.
"Is he ok?" I whispered
"He should be..just beaten up a bit" he answered
"Who did this?" I frowned
"Sean.."
Of course he did...
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Sorry this took forever. I was gone for the weekend and my wifi was being a bum. So I updated this and added some drama for you guys. Just so you know Sean, Cassidy, Nikki, and Josh wll all be coming back. So look out for them. They come back one by one when least expected I guess you could say.
I'll say this Cassidy and Sean are our big problems...
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