singularity &larry&

holding;him

*a/n:the next few(or more) chapters will be a little longer and a little less poem like and more descriptive. enjoy!!*
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it's been four days.
four days since i smelt his cologne.
four days since he touched me.
four days since the light and darkness collided.
my heart still beats uncontrollably when i remember how his skin felt against mine,
even though it was there for only a moment or two.
my friends, mercury and venus, have strayed away from their normal gravitational place to wonder about me.
i always nod and give them a smile so they can return to their rightful place happily.
but what they won't know is that their sun is dying.
dying piece by piece when he sees his love captured with another.
he is a red giant, a dead sun, therefore
being free to
touch him.
hold him.
k i s s him.
when i let my guard down and allow myself
to look at him,
solar flares erupt from my
core to my skin then out into the world;
my body trembles almost as hard as my lip.
it is only when i feel a stinging pain in my hand do my retinas look away. there is blood leaking
from my palm, the skin torn and peeling.
i stare at it for an eternity of minutes,
scared to look up at him.
but once again my eyes betray me,
which soon became the worst betrayal of all, and they find him.
but they do not only find him,
they find an intruder.
........
a feeling in my stomach i have never felt before whirlwinds in my stomach, leaking into my veins,
then heart,
then brain,
then.....soul.
that's worst of all.
the red giant's tongue rampages through
MY louis' mouth, his venomous spit
dipping down
MY louis' chin.
it can tell he doesn't want it.
and suddenly, our eyes meet, the darkness pleading the light. my lungs
inhale stardust as i try not to lose myself
in the beauty that is louis as i storm
over to the pair, heat waves rolling off my body.
in one quick flash, my hands are tapping the red giant's shoulder.
when he turns, my fist
meets his face for the first time, hitting him hard.
as he groaned and went flying off into deep outerspace, i grabbed louis' hand without thinking and pulled him away.
i try to ignore the numbing tingle that runs up
my arm as we quickly passed wandering stars.
when my breathing became strangled
and my arm was almost immobilized, i stopped
and pulled away, my eyes rapidly regaining the ever-needed contact.
we stare at each other in silence, the planets floating quietly and softly around our heads.
"i-i love you."
-sun;h.s.