⚠❗WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT AND BAD LANGUAGE⚠
Book 1
Jamal Allen, your typical Cali boy from Compton who is just trying to find his way through this thing we all call life. Like most males in this this time period of Compton, Jamal was inevitably cho...
"Nah, I think it's best to talk things out about how you feel, you know"
"Well if you wanna talk, I'm all ears"
"I'm drinking a lot because I miss someone I really loved and still do"
"Who?
"My ex girlfriend"
"Awe"
She laughs a little.
"So um...what happened with you two?
"I fucked up. I really did yo. And that's when she couldn't take it anymore so she broke up with me and cut me off"
"Damn. What you do?
"I...cheated with a bitch that ain't really like. I just liked her body, she had a banging body to be in high school"
"Player..." I chuckle.
"Yeah I know, that ain't the first time I cheated on her though. I don't know why I did...she meant so much to me. How could I just break her heart and....make her cry in front of me"
I watch as she gets a little emotional and wipe a tear from her eye.
"That was my baby. I love her and I miss her so bad yo. She's always on my mind, that I had to break up with the other girl because of it. I ain't want her like I wanted my ex. She was just a distraction that got old after a while. *she takes a deep breath* But I know my baby out there with some nigga. He probably...treating her right like the queen she is. Something that I failed to do"
"Wow...I'm actually kind of in the same boat and everything you feel for your ex is how I feel about mine. Its crazy..."
"So you fucked up too?
"I--I don't even know what I did, she just up and left me. We didn't argue or nothing. She just left and went to go live with some otha nigga"
"Damn, mal...that's rough. Even from me saying that"
I sigh. "I miss her too...but I don't know why if she doesn't feel the same way I do. And I wanna reach out and call and...ask her about her day. *I cry* but why should I? She the one that left, but still I'm the one that's fucked up and hurt..." I put my head down in my arms and cry.
I feel her come over and hug me, she then started crying too... 💔😥
*10 Minutes Later*
"We gonna be alright Jamal" she smiles.
"Yeah"
"But you need to just do you now. Forget about her and just go do what makes you happy. And if she comes back to you...you curse her out" she laughs.
"Ha"
"But really if she does come back to you, tell her how you feel and hear what she has to say. Because us girls don't come back unless we feel or felt something"
"I guess I'll see"
"But if she don't....boy, you know how many girls are out there. There's someone for everyone, just go find her"
"True true"
"But as for me....I'm the one that has to come back.... in her life. And I will one day, I ain't gonna stop trying until I make her my wife and put a big ass rock on her finger"
"You smooth, I see you. But when you do finally get her back, tell her everything you told me. Don't be surprised if she starts crying, because you had me up here tearing up when you were just talking. But I hope you find her...she's really lucky to have you love her like that"
"Thanks yo"
"Well this got deep real quick" I laugh.
"Mm. That's what she said"
"You nasty"
"I've been told" she licks her lips.
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