Trigger content of suicide, please do not read if you can't handle.If you found my body lying on the bathroom floor
Please don't fret it means I'm at Heaven's doorI finally found peace and rest tonight
In God's arms I sleep tightLeaving you would only make things worse
But I'm already tired from all the workI want to rest this head of mine
The reason why I always cryThe inner wars I experience everyday
Was just already too much for me to takeI just want to rest this head of mine
The reason why I always cryDuring nights when you think I'm okay
In all honesty it was just me the whole time, awakeI just want to rest this head of mine
The reason why I always cryThe reason you guys are worried about me
The reason I started hating myself for itBut don't worry my sweet dear
Because at Heaven's door I can finally chillIn the arms of our dear Lord, I find rest
Fret not for I am fine and wellLet's just meet in this place
Once the time finally comesI'll be the first one to say "Hey"
And pull you to my longing arms