It's now night time and I'm writing in my journal which is being slightly illuminated by the lamp next to my bed.
Josh is asleep but I feel his bed creak Every time he rolls over to his other side.
Small snores escaped his parted lips every other second, but it sounded like he was a purring kitten.
Life is ok at this very moment.
Nothing had ever been just ok except for right at this moment.
I had a boyfriend.
I have a job.
I have friends.
I'm not crippled.
I'm not living with cruelty.
Life is ok.
But I'm not happy.
Happiness isn't an easy quality to achieve.
In fact smiles show a sense of comfort, which I have been comfortable ever since I left my old life.
Can happiness come to a person like me?
Josh doesn't seem happy.
Josh seems just ok.
At this moment.
Midnight.
Me and josh.
Are ok.
Just ok.
Written on Sunday
May 28, 2007
In black pen
Tyler Robert Joseph
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Don't leave me alone// joshler
FanfictionTyler has been empty his entire life. His only friends are the demons that tell him he's doing everything wrong. He can't live like this anymore, he doesn't want to live anymore. But one person changes that
