DEAR BUCKY - STUCKY

ENLIGHTENED.

LETTER NINETEEN.

dear bucky,

i don't know this feeling. it's strange but nice at the same time. the feeling of being in love with two people at once.

i'm in love with peggy but i'm also in love with you.

the more i think of you, the more you consume me. you're like a drug. i'm addicted after 25 years of subconsciously taking it. i'm only now feeling the effects.

i don't know what scares me most: that i'm in love with my best friend or that i crave more. but you're not here to give me more.

after all these years, it takes you falling to your death and me writing you letters that you will never read to figure it out.

better late than never, i guess.

love, steve

p.s: sorry for not writing in a while. i needed some time to figure things out.