*later that night*
Danny comes into the room drunk stumbling around and finally gets in the bed and cuddles up with Jess.
"Jess, baby you smell so good."
Jess pushes him away. Danny pulls her back to him.
"Jess I will win this fight you better quit fighting me all I want to do is hold you."
"And this cow wants some sleep so get away."
"No Jess We are married and I want to hold you and you should want me to hold you."
Jess starts to cry and walks downstairs to the guest bedroom.
She walks into the guest bathroom and looks at herself in the full length mirror.
She has bags under her eyes and has a little baby weight maybe 5 or 6 pounds. To Jess it was too much. She thinks that her hour glass figure should have a completely flat and toned belly even if she had only given birth a month and 2 weeks ago.
She puts her hands over her mouth and sobs as she looks at herself in the mirror. She calms herself down and goes and lays down in the guest bed.
**
Jess woke up to Rue hitting her face.
"Mommy I'm hungry and my bubbies are crying and my butt is hurting will you fix it?"
Jess laughs.
"I'll make you food and get your bubbies and I'll get you the burn ointment sound good?"
"Yes thanks mommy." Rue runs away.
Jess walks upstairs to the twins and grabs them both and walks downstairs. She feeds Bryce and feeds Baylin after. After she's made Rue her breakfast and Rue eat she went and found the burn ointment for Rue.
***
Meryl walks in from shopping and sets down the groceries. She sighs. And finds Jess in the workout room.
"Jess you haven't had the okay yet."
"Yes I have Meryl I went last week I was cleared for sex too but Danny hasn't even tried to touch me."
She sets the treadmill to go faster.
"Jessica! If you don't slow down you'll fucking fall!"
Jess gives her the finger and continues to run. Meryl huffs and walks away.
She goes to get Julie out of her crib but Don is sleeping in the floor with her and his hand is on her little belly. Meryl smiles and goes to check on Landyn. She smiles when she sees him and Rue cuddled on there toddler beds.
She goes to the livingroom and sits down. She sees Jess through the glass window in the workout room. She feels bad because she lost all of her baby weight except for 1 or 2 pounds. Jess gained 5 or 6 and can't seem to lose it. Jess thinks she looks bad if she has extra weight because of her hour glass figure. Meryl starts to cry. Once she gets her emotions under control and goes to Jess again and pulls the key out of the treadmill and walks away.
"God damn it Meryl give me the key back!"
"No Jess."
"Meryl give me the fucking key!" Jess says in tears.
"Nope"
Jess breaks down and sobs.
"I need it back! Danny will love me if you give it back!"
"Jess Danny loves you anyways!"
"No he doesn't!" She sobs.
Danny walks in.
"Hey Jessica when are you cooking dinner?"
She dries her tears.
"In about 10 minutes."
"Okay. Thanks."
He walks back out.
"Do you see what I mean Meryl he doesn't show any affection!"
"Jess It's gonna be okay!"
"No its not! No it's not!"
She sniffles and walks out because she hears the baby monitor.
