i am taking heavy breaths. my lungs are not cooperating with me. my hands are shaking while i rest them firmly on the floor of my bedroom.
tears have been steaming down my face for a while now.
its been very fun.
my heart is feeling like a hand, has a hold of it. my heart feels out of place.
and i remember seeing his face, i remember him punching me until his hands were bleeding. i remember his blue varsity jacket that he preciously wore everyday to school, and how he slung that over my shoulders, as whispering my name in my ear.
i cried to his voice running through my brain. his cracking laughter reaching every bit of my body.
the awful tingly feeling of hatred and fear is returning to my body. i can feel all of it.
and it becomes too much. i start hitting my head against the wall, i try to choke myself, scratch myself.
overcoming pain with pain.
what the fuck is wrong with me.
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Memoir Of An Insane
Short StoryKayla is the definition of messed up. After the traumatic events in her life, she is admitted in a mental facility, where she begins writing a diary. There, she writes down her thoughts, emotions and life. ;contains diary entries, texts, events, p...