Why don't I ever speak
When I do it sounds so weak
So I feel as if it's not me speaking
Not just because it's facts rather than emotions
But because my voice is disconnected
Sometimes I'll stumble over my words for a hurry I'm in
Other times because I'm nervous
But the times that stick are when I have to remind myself that I'm the one speaking.
I can't explain it besides...
It feels like I'm living or even hiding right behind my eyes. The same eyes that ache in the same place I reside in those times, when I feel "down" (I guess)
Like real life is a daydream...
I know it sounds crazy, insane even!
But,
Its me, and, how I feel...
Anyone think they know what I'm saying or talking about PLEASE tell me!
I don't want to feel alone in this
