I'm so exhausted of putting up this act..
Before Taehyung it didn't matter.
But ever since he came I have felt some change in my feelings.
I feel the need to close him off before he gets sucked into this problem of mine.
Maybe I just want to keep myself safe, not him?
I've noticed, he wants to get closer to me
He wants to know why I look sad sometimes
When I'm deep in thought and looking out the window during class.
He also insisted on knowing why I cried again that morning.
How does he find me at my worst times?
Little does he know that I wish I was out of this life, flying away like a bird from all my problems,
To leave them to solve themselves.
I don't want him to know.
I don't want his pity.
I don't need it.
