"we will live together one day!!!"
"were best friends!"
"i will always be there for you!"
"well travel the world with each other!!"
"we will have slumber partys every night!"
"one day we will have a big house!"
all empty promises not meaning one thing
"were best friends forever!!!"
they said this... they lied...i know they meant it before but not any more. they ignore me so i ignore them. they dont want to come over to my house so i dont go over theirs. they dont go out of there way to talk to me so i dont either. i used to try i tried being friends but i got tired of being hurt so many times eventually i gave up... they have each other as best friends. they dont need me im probably annoying stupid and hard to hang out with in there eyes... but thats me. i shouldn't be friends with people who dont like me...
i miss them we never talk when we do its awkward and ends by saying "um ok bye?" i dont even want to get to the point where they say "so how have you been" so im giving up pretending i dont cry my self to sleep. pretending i have other friends that i can hang out with pretending i dont notice them pretending i dont miss them pretending im happy.
they dont eve notice im ignoring them. they dont know we arent "Friends" any more even though they try to talk to me and smile at me they say there my friends they arent.
i forgave them so many times for ignoring me and ignored the fact they dont like talking to me... i stopped hanging out with him so much i gave all my attention to them it didn't make any difference. the only reason we had so many fun times is because of logan and jade... they arent my friends any more and they dont even know. if this is them i dont want to be there friend...
i hope one day they see how much they hurt me and we can be friends again... one day.... just not today im sorry but im done getting hurt and rejected.
A/N: sorry for being so sad :(
